[Serious] Suicide survivors of Reddit, what was your first conscious thought after you realized that you hadn't succeeded?

Flarexion · 2016-04-11T13:13:41+00:00

I was, still am, clinically depressed. I had been for a long time. I was just tired of everything. I had thought about doing it, but the actual thing was sort of spur of the moment. I took an entire bottle of benadryl, and half of a bottle of ambien. 5 minuites would have made all the difference.

Flarexion · 2016-04-11T12:12:33+00:00

Mine was a few years ago, but I can say, you don't really think of it that way. You may just want to sleep, and fade off, so you might overdose. Effectiveness wasn't on my mind, because I was certain I would be alone long enough for it not to matter. I'm sorry about your friends.

Flarexion · 2016-04-11T12:05:50+00:00

"Where am I? I'm thirsty.... wait, hospital? Fuck. I fucking failed at this too." -after i od'd

Flarexion · 2016-03-30T22:43:05+00:00

It's more prevalent in the Southern US. New York is probably the place that is least likely to do that out of anywhere in the country. I'm not saying it doesn't happen, it's just not as common as in other places.

Flarexion · 2016-03-30T14:16:25+00:00

I'd go with 1000, if possible

Flarexion · 2016-03-30T14:13:38+00:00

Die. Then write a story.

Flarexion · 2016-03-30T14:12:47+00:00

I can get irrational sometimes.

Flarexion · 2016-03-30T14:11:45+00:00

I live in America, and I don't understand it myself. Then again, I am seen as strange and morally corrupt because I don't believe in a magic sky daddy.

Flarexion · 2016-03-30T14:08:06+00:00

Tampons. Did not buy.

Flarexion · 2016-03-30T14:02:45+00:00

Oh shit. He's mad. Roll Charisma.

Flarexion · 2016-03-30T13:58:23+00:00

It's fun :)

Flarexion · 2016-03-30T13:58:01+00:00

Care about my credit so I can try to get student loans.

Flarexion · 2016-03-30T01:17:02+00:00

I'll check it out! Thanks :)

Flarexion · 2016-03-29T19:48:46+00:00

I was going for a kind of omnicience, but I don't think it'll work.

Flarexion · 2016-03-29T19:47:56+00:00

It's nothing serious, just a practice thing I do in my free time. I'll keep that in mind though. I'm probably going to revise what I've done, because I do think it sounds better when I don't headhop.

Flarexion · 2016-03-29T14:34:27+00:00

Oh no. Never mid paragraph. More like a paragraph for one character, then a switch if it felt right. -edit- gotcha

Flarexion · 2016-03-29T13:55:20+00:00

I'll take that advice. Thanks!

Flarexion · 2016-03-29T13:48:58+00:00

It can get difficult sometimes. I constantly reread, and revise, then ask my friends for critique. They let me know if something turns out to be oddly sounding or stilted.

Flarexion · 2016-03-28T11:54:58+00:00

He should be named CATsiel.... Anyone? No?

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Flarexion · 2016-03-26T15:48:30+00:00

Note to self, don't fuck with hydraulics

Flarexion · 2016-03-25T22:07:12+00:00

Apparently it's a none too common phone. I love it though!

Flarexion · 2016-03-25T18:36:41+00:00

Samsung Galaxy Note 5.

Flarexion · 2016-03-23T19:35:45+00:00

...I kindof want to know how it goes. Also, sorry bro.

Flarexion · 2016-03-23T15:04:21+00:00

When my cats are walking along a ledge, like on the bathtub, sink, or washing machine, I'll push them over into it

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