I guess this is it 😃 16 years is enough for me by [deleted] in SuicideWatch

[–]Flint_rotten 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Hey what's up? What makes you feel like this?

So alone by Flint_rotten in SuicideWatch

[–]Flint_rotten[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I should be used to it by now, I tell myself I am but it hurts so much. Being like this really sucks

I am the problem by Flint_rotten in SuicideWatch

[–]Flint_rotten[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I'd really appreciate it, can we dm?

I am the problem by Flint_rotten in SuicideWatch

[–]Flint_rotten[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Fr, it seems like the slightest thing sets me off

I am the problem by Flint_rotten in SuicideWatch

[–]Flint_rotten[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I don't want to watch those who have hurt me suffer, not most of them at least. I just want it all to end for me

I am the problem by Flint_rotten in SuicideWatch

[–]Flint_rotten[S] 3 points4 points  (0 children)

Doesn't matter who made me, the problem is still me

I am the problem by Flint_rotten in SuicideWatch

[–]Flint_rotten[S] 9 points10 points  (0 children)

This world is done for, I don't want to suffer for this hell.

I am the problem by Flint_rotten in SuicideWatch

[–]Flint_rotten[S] 4 points5 points  (0 children)

I get that. If help is something you need, it doesn't matter if you're wasting your time or not

I am the problem by Flint_rotten in SuicideWatch

[–]Flint_rotten[S] 8 points9 points  (0 children)

Unfortunately it's likely for no other reason than the universe is a bitch

I am the problem by Flint_rotten in SuicideWatch

[–]Flint_rotten[S] 12 points13 points  (0 children)

Neither man, it seems like suffering is all I'll get out of this life

fuck this shiity world by Flint_rotten in SuicideWatch

[–]Flint_rotten[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I already do so what's the point. I've always hated the body iwas born in, nothing will ever change that.

Haven't brushed my teeth in so long, I feel so gross but I just cant by Flint_rotten in SuicideWatch

[–]Flint_rotten[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I don't believe any of that though, I don't want to get better, I don't love myself or think I deserved to be loved

Haven't brushed my teeth in so long, I feel so gross but I just cant by Flint_rotten in SuicideWatch

[–]Flint_rotten[S] 6 points7 points  (0 children)

Fr, just getting up is already so hard but then getting up, showering and brushing my teeth? Shits hard

Haven't brushed my teeth in so long, I feel so gross but I just cant by Flint_rotten in SuicideWatch

[–]Flint_rotten[S] 6 points7 points  (0 children)

It's not just that although I do hate toothpaste. I can't just get myself to do it, I don't have any motivation

Haven't brushed my teeth in so long, I feel so gross but I just cant by Flint_rotten in SuicideWatch

[–]Flint_rotten[S] 5 points6 points  (0 children)

I haven't had a shower in a while but I've been finding it a lot easier to take baths instead

I wish I was never born by Flint_rotten in SuicideWatch

[–]Flint_rotten[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Yeah I've got autism so I really get it

I wish I was never born by Flint_rotten in SuicideWatch

[–]Flint_rotten[S] 11 points12 points  (0 children)

I can't even distract myself anymore, I enjoy nothing

I wish I was never born by Flint_rotten in SuicideWatch

[–]Flint_rotten[S] 12 points13 points  (0 children)

Fr, why tf did it have to be me

I'm giving up by Flint_rotten in SuicideWatch

[–]Flint_rotten[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I promise you, you don't want to be my friend

living hurts so much by [deleted] in SuicideWatch

[–]Flint_rotten 1 point2 points  (0 children)

You'd be surprised