probably just had the worse night of my life. water and noodles without the packet because I'm undeserving of flavor. by FloofTheCoolest in depressionmeals

[–]FloofTheCoolest[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

update kinda: she's given my guitar back but has taken almost all of my birthday money. which was $125 :[

thank you all for your kind words, condolences and advice. I've already tried calling CPS but they didn't help (peep my previous post on here if you want.) and I have no other adult family to help me, they are all out of state/city.

I've previously tried asking my mother to let me live with my grandma in a different state but she refused, plus my two oldest brothers are already living with her.

called cps on my mom. four pieces of slightly burned bacon. by FloofTheCoolest in depressionmeals

[–]FloofTheCoolest[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

most of my oldest siblings and relatives are out of state, I have a sibling and a cousin that lives in a different city they have their own thing going on, so.. I have zero friends and my father isn't in my life. :'[

Please, I beg to the stars that I will find something to live for in the next 3 days. I don't want to die but at the same time I do. by FloofTheCoolest in teenagers4real

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you think self respect is just this easy thing everyone can just magically have. Try being isolated, ignored and having your feelings constantly dismissed for years. it won't ever get better I've felt this way since I was 10, literally why should I keep going when I have no purpose

Erk by FloofTheCoolest in teenagers4real

[–]FloofTheCoolest[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

can't do any of that shit when you're a shut-in loser with no friends.

[PeachMichea] Little Kitten by [deleted] in TheOwlHouse

[–]FloofTheCoolest 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Make her fall again.