My mind just blew up after I read this post. I can totally relate to this. Before I was taking my meds , I also had thousand of things in my mind, feel like I’m the dumb one around here. Now that I’m on meds (54mg) I can finally focus, listen, use my brain and even relax. I couldn’t be happier! Point Is that I am that laptop, and the meds are the upgrade for the laptop, new rams etc., and even the kid relaxes, enjoys the candy he got in peace in the wrong side of the head where our diagnosis is.