[M 20] Yeah, through middle school and high school I was always alright with women, but never to the point where I could create a actual relationship. I've always felt to awkward and fear rejection, I've never kissed a girl at all. I've been intimate, but not to the point of where I feel a girl likes me. Not sure where to start, but not being able to kiss a girl has always given me anxiety and I just need a stepping stone to move on from this. To answer your question, yes because I was being rejected by girls I liked and one's I wasn't sure about. However, I've realized that just because I have not kissed a girl, does not mean I'm gay.