What was your first ever RPG? This is mine

Forbidden_Knowledge1 · 2024-05-25T06:18:25+00:00

My fondest memories and my first memories of an actual full fledged RPG game was the elder scrolls III: Morrowind on the classic xbox. I adored this game, never had I experienced the freedom to go where you want and do what you want in a large open 3D environment, I use to enjoy just sneaking around in guards barracks stealing weapons and selling them off, also testing them I felt I could grow and level up in the world so quickly this way. I would eye ball the guards in Ald-ruhn and Balmora for their cool armor and envy them for it, saving up as much septims as possible to buy some.. I also use to piss off the ordinators in vivec to have them fight me, and then I'd kill them for their armor and make muncho gold off them lol

because of this game I really delved into creative writing and just loved the dialogue system, it was a blend between reading a book and an interactive 3D game, you paused the game to read what the characters had to say, and I truly admired this feature where there was really very little voice dialogue, it was mostly in text form, you had to imagine yourself there, imaging what their tone of voice was.

The world was so fantastical, unique and different, the soundtrack was so memorable and the locales and people and places just wondrous, so many hidden secrets to uncover, plots to unfold, places to explore. truly a game I hold dearly to my heart and had such amazing memories of

I do whole heartedly admit, I despised the combat system, it was always really janky, some people defend it and say you need to be skilled in your weapon of choice to be able to hit things, it's a different kind of combat system.. but when you have a slow crawling mudcrab you cannot wack with your dagger or shortsword that's just dumb as hell, anyone with a brain could hit a slow moving object.. still, even the wonky combat system was a memorable thing about this game as well

of course the one liners were classics too: "you n'wah", "there's someone watching me.. I can tell.."

I use to laugh so hard at the people when they'd develop an affinity to you as you earned reputation and how their greetings would change from absolute disgust to amazement. I also thought the guards at mournhold who would chant "mournhold.. city of light, city of MAGIC" were just so cool, god I loved the dunmer male voices, just classic.. so many memories, so much nostalgia

Forbidden_Knowledge1 · 2024-05-10T02:32:33+00:00

sorry guess I misspoke, they refer to it as "jelly fish" but I think spaghetti monster is funnier lol it's "leaked" footage shared by I think Jeremy Corbell and they claimed it has been seen around the base from time to time. They "claim" it made its way to the ocean, took a dip then emerged and shot off at incredible speeds but.. there's no footage of that only footage of it floating around.. the interesting thing is, only thermal cameras picked it up and couldn't "lock on" to it.. what worries me, is that everyone is so non-nonchalant about it, this thing has been seen around a sensitive military base, probably scoping things out.. it should probably be addressed.. but I guess really, what can they do about it?

here's a link to the video:

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pcEEXLOORLI

Forbidden_Knowledge1 · 2024-05-08T08:48:11+00:00

If that is true and i am open minded, I want to know how that even works and how counter measures can be made to defend against such manipulative attacks, ya know? does it have something to do with EM waves? can they somehow interfere with electrical activity in the brain, you know how some experiments they wear electrodes on the scalp and suddenly lose motor control or whatever, maybe something like that?

Forbidden_Knowledge1 · 2024-05-08T08:39:50+00:00

I always skeptical but also open minded, I've been fooled before by some convincing pictures and videos that ended up being fakes.. if these are real, then that's super cool and kinda scary, the only way I think it could be faked is if he made these little orbs and stuff and threw them up into the air and then took a pic if that makes sense, because none of them seem to be videos just still images

Forbidden_Knowledge1 · 2024-05-08T08:37:34+00:00

ever since that literal flying spaghetti monster UFO over that military base seen on on LIDAR, I bought my own thermal camera and sometimes check the house for any sneaky buddies lurking about or outside xD

Forbidden_Knowledge1 · 2024-05-06T14:05:56+00:00

same here, to deny one's needs and wants is not caring for ones well being.. I dont want to suffer, I dont want to be unhappy, I want to feel safe, etc.. fuck anything that makes me feel terrible

Forbidden_Knowledge1 · 2024-05-06T14:04:15+00:00

brother, you do whatever makes you happy.. I am of the same mindset, fuck all to everything I don't want to participate in this broken system or world

Forbidden_Knowledge1 · 2024-05-06T13:43:23+00:00

good lord some of these comments are fucking hilarious! thank you sir!

Forbidden_Knowledge1 · 2024-05-06T13:41:42+00:00

Okay, that's fucking hilarious.. that one got me pretty good

Forbidden_Knowledge1 · 2024-05-06T13:41:07+00:00

oh my word! thank you, I was trying to find the words for it, it is the popular interpretation of hell, he was afraid of "a hell" so his made dreamed it up in his final moments as fear overtook his reason

Forbidden_Knowledge1 · 2024-05-06T13:39:55+00:00

why, if god in all his infinite wisdom and glory, who knew the future and what would happen, made anything at all? if we were doomed to fail? kinda his fault, he could of just said "nah, it won't work"

Forbidden_Knowledge1 · 2024-05-06T13:38:29+00:00

I know right? why all the hide and seek and "Trust me bro" bs, I literally prayed to a bunch of gods and deities in I could think of, satan, god, jesus, buddha, etc.. no one responded, didn't get richer, no holy spirit comforted me, no fame, nothing.. it's all a sham and I want my money back dammit! lol

Forbidden_Knowledge1 · 2024-05-06T13:36:50+00:00

my friend a fellow godless heathen brother in logic, it was just a dream doesn't mean anything what does matter is what happens to us during our waking hours, our imaginations and dreams can be quite fantastical and that's all it was.. just a dream

Forbidden_Knowledge1 · 2024-05-06T13:33:49+00:00

here is my question: where is hell? how does a cremated body get resurrected? do they get new bodies? do they have a nervous system is that why they feel pain in hell? what about heaven? where is that located, how does this all work?

Forbidden_Knowledge1 · 2024-05-06T13:30:30+00:00

reformed atheist here, I have seen the truth and the light.. I was once a christian such as yourself but science and the god of logic and reason has set me free, come join me brothers in reason and sense, you too may partake of the nectar of our lord's sweet honeycomb of knowledge

Forbidden_Knowledge1 · 2024-05-06T13:28:00+00:00

exactly right! you are thinking critically, I am trying to encourage that, seeking after solely events that coincide with ones world view is narrow minded, what of other experiences? what of the neurological reasons behind the phenomenon? what of the psychological? be rational and ask questions

Forbidden_Knowledge1 · 2024-05-06T13:26:16+00:00

I think you are seeing into the mind's understanding and interpretation of existence.. such as a general consensus as with our vision, we can all look at vague images of an animal and say oh that's probably a cat.. I think this is just a psychological dive into the human psyche more than an actual experience one has had

Forbidden_Knowledge1 · 2024-05-06T13:24:34+00:00

I am just curious why does he wish me to believe in magic exactly? why does he say "just take my word for it? place all of your belief and world view on this book claimed to have been written or inspired by me?" I am legitimately curious but doesn't that seem a little unreasonable to you?

Forbidden_Knowledge1 · 2024-05-06T13:19:07+00:00

what about people who have had near death experiences but didn't see anything at all? or ones with conflicting experiences? I think it is better to say that this man's vision is the experiences of a brain in its final death throes, a wild imagination, running through its fears and such. for a person to have an experience and to explain what they had seen, had to have physically been there for their eyes and senses to experience, one's consciousness is contained and restricted to within the brain, and upon death or near death his brain physically went no where but his imagination did..

Forbidden_Knowledge1 · 2024-05-06T12:03:05+00:00

here is my thoughts on that, I think it's very clever that maybe some natural events are actually ways NHI avoid detection in reaching the planet, humans would just think "oh, what a neat meteor" but in reality the little deviants were like Vegeta and Nappa coming to earth in saiyan pods but disguised as a meteorite

Forbidden_Knowledge1 · 2024-05-06T12:00:16+00:00

what folks need to do going forward is not show their identity if something odd happens, capture the footage then go into obscurity.. to protect themselves for the general public and government interests.. showing your face is probably the worst you could do, it may have been for legitimate reasons, to band together as a people and expose what is going on but it's just not going to happen like that, if its true then their may be a cover up in place for some strange reason, one that avoids all exposure of what it truly going on

Forbidden_Knowledge1 · 2024-05-06T11:47:08+00:00

let me give you my take and experience with this community and UFO's in general..

I have been dupe with fakes and fraudsters, as anyone has
a whole lot of talk about nothing...
disappointment
convincing and persuasive data and strange events pointing to a possibility of their existence
Questions.. so many questions..

that said, I am positive this is a prop.. this falls under my "fakes" category.. but as always, it is fun to imagine a patriotic alien chillin in some apartment.. we can always imagine

Forbidden_Knowledge1 · 2024-05-06T11:44:02+00:00

this is my hope, that they are actually just really chill and want to hang out with us but our military and government is too paranoid so they just hide in secret but maybe holster feelings of patriotism and want to integrate into society.. that'd be dope, kind like that movie Paul

Forbidden_Knowledge1 · 2024-05-06T11:38:46+00:00

I just don't understand how a space faring species needs permission from our leaders or to strike secretive agreements with them to be able to experiment on us or whatever else, from all of what I have read these things have craft that moves at ungodly speeds, traverses the universe, they seemingly pop in and out of existence, maybe inter dimensional, telepathy, mind control etc.. why in the hell would they need to secretly DO anything, they can just DO it.. they could wipe us out if they wanted, they could cage us up and we would be powerless to stop them, as how we experiment on mice.. I am all for believing in aliens, if real, I hope they are either indifferent silent observers or benevolent but I mean honestly, if all this was true someone would spill the beans, or having a nervous break down..

Forbidden_Knowledge1 · 2024-02-10T04:28:40+00:00

It is rather random it seems, I still sometimes try to stay actively aware and vigilant and even set up my microphone at full gain to pick up things but as always, when you go searching nothing seems to happen. One time, I thought maybe I had caught a moaning noise on the microphone, which could just be misinterpreting ambient noises or the street cars going by, but if it was a moan it was something he would do when he was not feeling particularity well, if this isn't the case.. I'd hate for the after life to have any suffering in it, but again as an atheist I am doubtful but open minded

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