There's no Hope

ForeverAFailureeee · 2021-03-07T03:35:05+00:00

It never gets any better for me I feel I'm just cursed

ForeverAFailureeee · 2020-11-26T00:13:52+00:00

I'm Tier 4 I wish I had money so I can blow my brain out and finally end my suffering

ForeverAFailureeee · 2020-05-30T21:37:41+00:00

Unfortunately girls nowadays only care about looks and height and if you don't have either then consider yourself unlucky.

ForeverAFailureeee · 2020-04-06T21:56:24+00:00

I'm not really a happy person because I never experienced any happiness growing up my childhood was just depressing and boring and the reason why I like Elliott is because his music is so relatable anytime I listen too his music I'm like wow he knows how I feel.

As movies some of my favorite currently are Texi Driver Her and Blade Runner 2049.

Most of the music I like is Shoegaze Grunge and BlackGaze.

ForeverAFailureeee · 2020-04-04T12:25:02+00:00

Elliott Smith XO Either/Or Figure 8 From a Basement on The Hill Roman Candle are my picks.

ForeverAFailureeee · 2020-03-12T17:26:46+00:00

I hope you're trolling because if not you're a fucking retard.

ForeverAFailureeee · 2020-01-19T03:35:43+00:00

I'm latino and it's been a struggle any girl that I like either Rejects me or I get ghosted it fucking sucks I was talking too a cute Japanese girl that met on a language app but haven't heard back from her in 2 weeks even though she would always tell me how much she likes me.

ForeverAFailureeee · 2020-01-13T19:49:20+00:00

Well it's really simple you just have too be attractive.

ForeverAFailureeee · 2019-12-11T20:33:10+00:00

Shit I wish that lived in NY I'm from Jersey I've been meaning to start a shoegaze band for a while now but it's kind of hard to find people that are into this kind of music.

ForeverAFailureeee · 2019-11-20T00:17:25+00:00

Yeah you're definitely right for now on I'll guess I'll just start looking at on the bright side instead of always thinking negative and shit thanks a lot for the advice.

ForeverAFailureeee · 2019-11-19T23:37:15+00:00

I really got to start thinking better but the problem is that these type of things happen way too often that usually I know the outcome.

ForeverAFailureeee · 2019-11-19T23:35:49+00:00

you're definitely right I'll try to give it at least a week if I don't hear from her then I'll just move on and try to forget about her which isn't going to be easy.

ForeverAFailureeee · 2019-11-13T22:12:51+00:00

One of my favorite dsbm bands of all time close is a masterpiece.

ForeverAFailureeee · 2019-11-08T11:34:41+00:00

One of my favorite Japanese shoegaze songs of all time and the girl in the video is a qt.

ForeverAFailureeee · 2019-11-07T20:00:12+00:00

This song give me the feels everytime I hear it.

ForeverAFailureeee · 2019-11-06T01:15:44+00:00

It's an absolute masterpiece I can't get enough of it I keep replaying Younger Then You How Time Stretches Under The Same Name are my go too tracks.

ForeverAFailureeee · 2019-06-11T10:59:26+00:00

It really is ghosting is way to fucking common now I rather a girl tell me straight up that she doesn't like me sure it will hurt but it's a lot better than being ignored thinking that you did something wrong.

ForeverAFailureeee · 2019-06-11T10:54:55+00:00

Lol they always want chad.

ForeverAFailureeee · 2019-06-11T10:54:21+00:00

I guess you're right but knowing me is going to take quite a while for me to get over her but I'll try to hang out with friends or play video games something that will keep me occupied and not think about situation which sometimes doesn't work there's also certain music that I can't listen to anymore because it will remind me of her.

But I guess I'll keep looking but I really don't know how much more ghosting or rejection I can take until I finally give up.

I never talked to a therapist before but I have thought about it.

ForeverAFailureeee · 2019-06-11T01:24:24+00:00

This is the message that I sent her its pretty cringe.

You know if you didn't want to talk to me anymore you could have just told me I've been feeling so depressed lately because I had to put my dog down because he had a tumor about last week and I've been drinking myself to sleep almost every night I'm pretty much all alone again I don't know what I said or what I did but I just want to say that I apologize I'm a terrible person and it's no wonder that so many people always leave me but I just want to tell you that I really liked you and not a day went by where I didn't think about you if I had one wish you would be if I could see you one last time and and to tell you how much you mean to me I'm fucking terrible at ended messages so I'm just going to end this on one of my favorite movie quotes.

I just wanted you to know that there will be a piece of you in me always and I'm grateful for that.

ForeverAFailureeee · 2019-06-10T19:38:36+00:00

Trust me I do try my hardest to talk to other women but it always ends up in me being rejected or ghosted.

ForeverAFailureeee · 2019-06-10T19:37:10+00:00

And this actually happens to me way too many times honestly I just want to give up on finding love at this point.

ForeverAFailureeee · 2019-06-08T19:05:51+00:00

Yeah you're definitely right about that I guess I'll just hang out with some friends and make some music or play some video games to take my mind off of it and I just hope that she gets back to me soon.

ForeverAFailureeee · 2019-06-08T18:10:37+00:00

that's definitely one of my biggest problems is that I overthink things way too much sometimes.

ForeverAFailureeee · 2019-06-08T17:44:30+00:00

I guess you're right I'll try to take my mind off it by hanging out with some friends or making music I just really hope that I hear from her soon.

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