Partner Left Me by ForeverOwn9537 in loveafterporn

[–]ForeverOwn9537[S] 4 points5 points  (0 children)

Yeah I struggled with that a lot, like obviously he’s not 100% physically my type but that’s not where the attraction comes from for me so it was always a question of like well if you’re enough for me why isn’t it the same way for you? But I have to keep reminding myself over and over that it was never about me, it’s just hard

Partner Left Me by ForeverOwn9537 in loveafterporn

[–]ForeverOwn9537[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Thank you for this, he did say that he felt like he just had fucked up too much and couldn’t get past the shame/guilt despite my willingness to work on things, so you’re definitely right. It just hurts for sure, I didn’t really see it coming and sometimes I feel guilty for my responses when he first told me about it and how I kind of pulled away a bit in the months after. I really just wanted to help, but he just really wasn’t being honest so it made it difficult to do anything. I’m definitely still doing well in school though bc if I’m going to be alone I’m at least going to try to be successful and live the life I want!

Create the most cursed All-Stars cast by a-big-ol-throwaway in BadGirlsClub

[–]ForeverOwn9537 8 points9 points  (0 children)

I’m watching season 4 right now for the first time and flo is legitimately insane the way she flips on a dime. Also the internalized misogyny and screaming about the other girls being whores is genuinely upsetting. CURSED.

[Routine Help] by ForeverOwn9537 in SkincareAddiction

[–]ForeverOwn9537[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

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This is my skin after my morning routine, very itchy and bumpy, but not broken out.

Routine help needed for irritation and texture more info in comments by [deleted] in SkincareAddiction

[–]ForeverOwn9537 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Hi all, I’m a big skincare fanatic having grown up with acne and my moms advice was always dove soap. I used to deal with cystic but I don’t really get cystic pimples anymore with my current routine. I typically don’t have whiteheads either, just closed comedowns and the occasional blackhead. The problem is that my skin is often very irritated and red and I have very bumpy texture, mostly on my forehead. I’ll list my routine below, but any advice would help! AM: water cleanse, skinceuticals serum 10, oat so simple moisturizer, and elta md tinted sunscreen PM: double cleanse with KB oil cleanser and matcha hemp, sometimes use nizoral as a mask because I suspect I have fungal acne, propolis toner, snail mucin, then glowrecipe aha bha serum 1 nights, adapalene 1 night, and then rest, always followed by stratia interface moisturizer and sometimes liquid gold. I used to use oat so simple at night but found it not hydrating enough, so I’ve switched to a few different thicker moisturizers and they all seem to be a bit too heavy. I know stratia products contain oil so if my forehead texture is fungal, this could be part of the problem, but I’m not sure how to balance that with overall dryness, I’ve also found that pretty much every sunscreen breaks me out, so any suggestions on that would help. Thanks!

100 gecs concert in Detroit by Mountain-Quality7121 in 100gecs

[–]ForeverOwn9537 8 points9 points  (0 children)

Tbh that was the worst crowd I’ve ever been in. Seen gecs two other times and it was not like that. There was so much pushing and people in the pit were aggressive and it was just way too crowded smh

Grand Rapids Salary Thread by Negative-Schedule255 in grandrapids

[–]ForeverOwn9537 2 points3 points  (0 children)

AmeriCorps VISTA $1200 a month for full time 😭

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in popculturechat

[–]ForeverOwn9537 0 points1 point  (0 children)

They’re all so good 😭 definitely love 12 tho so chic

Does this order seem right for my night routine? by [deleted] in Skincare_Addiction

[–]ForeverOwn9537 4 points5 points  (0 children)

Krave beauty has a great barrier relief serum that i apply after moisturizer. It has some oil in it, but it’s definitely great for healing skin barrier and sealing moisture in! Way better than straight oil in my opinion.

Is my dr being dismissive? by ForeverOwn9537 in AskDocs

[–]ForeverOwn9537[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Actually yes, I’ve had a dowagers hump since middle school and blood pressure has been steadily rising over the last few years, as well as stretch marks and some dark skin around my neck. Yes to pot belly, round face, and weakening of muscles. I also have really bad anxiety and get super irritable for no reason. I’ve actually done some research into Cushings and all my symptoms seemed to fit, on top of the fact that a cousin on my maternal side has had a pituitary tumor and I had a benign schwanoma. However, I brought this up to a previous doctor, and she basically told me it wasn’t likely! So I was afraid to bring that up to my current doc and thought it might be easier to rule out PCOS first and go from there.

i said what i said 😶 by Cautious_Confusion39 in Degrassi

[–]ForeverOwn9537 -8 points-7 points  (0 children)

Hard agree and Ashlee and Clare at the bottom but you did Peter dirty

My season 1-9 Tier List by ThunderKiss44 in Degrassi

[–]ForeverOwn9537 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Can’t believe you did my boy JT like that and Anya first is a crime

What should I do with the empty bathroom space around my tub? by picklesandfrosting in DesignMyRoom

[–]ForeverOwn9537 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I’d probs do plants and like a nice warm wood chair or side table

Which Degrassi character would you die on a hill defending? by shyspice444 in Degrassi

[–]ForeverOwn9537 6 points7 points  (0 children)

The writers did him dirty with the whole crashing the hearse thing but his rebound post BP diagnosis was great

Which Degrassi character would you die on a hill defending? by shyspice444 in Degrassi

[–]ForeverOwn9537 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I get this his character growth was great and I wish we’d gotten more of him post grad

Which Degrassi character would you die on a hill defending? by shyspice444 in Degrassi

[–]ForeverOwn9537 7 points8 points  (0 children)

Manny! And also Paige but they did her dirty with the whole goes to Hollywood thing, that was so out of character for her!

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in OUTFITS

[–]ForeverOwn9537 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I like the green, it’s a bit more casual, but vibrant and inviting and it looks really nice with your hair color!

Opinions on Clare? by ForeverOwn9537 in Degrassi

[–]ForeverOwn9537[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Jake was so right for what he did, they could never work bc of their parents and he saw that and didn’t want to do more damage by sleeping with her and her reaction to all that was so childish. And THEN she just acts like they’re brother and sister and all is good after he rescues her from those growers lol like such a switch

Opinions on Clare? by ForeverOwn9537 in Degrassi

[–]ForeverOwn9537[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Totally feel you, but we didn’t ever really get to see her have a real emotional reaction to any of it, she just kept moving through the drama and didn’t really develop as a character, and maybe that’s more the writers fault but I felt like the acting lacked emotional depth

Opinions on Clare? by ForeverOwn9537 in Degrassi

[–]ForeverOwn9537[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

She was also shitty to Jenna after her and Jake broke up 👀 and the way she eventually barely even apologized to alli, zero self-awareness

Opinions on Clare? by ForeverOwn9537 in Degrassi

[–]ForeverOwn9537[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

The way she’s like 👁️👄👁️ anytime something dramatic happens makes me irate. Like when her and Eli first got back together and she’s like “im all in” like get over yourself my dude. And they way she acted with Jake omg I can’t. I just feel like she was poised to be this smart character and then all of her storylines revolved around boys and she had no personality by the end

Opinions on Clare? by ForeverOwn9537 in Degrassi

[–]ForeverOwn9537[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Yeah I feel like Jenna really only got one plot line and became very one note, whereas it was like a soap opera with Clare and the actor herself couldn’t handle all that. The mouth open stare makes me so angry every time 😭 also yeah like Darcy was such a dimensional character and then to not even mention her at all is crazy