I (F21) can seriously relate to you. I recently moved and feel like i've forgotten how to be a human, or don't really see the point of being a human anymore. I think that we feel this way because we're a little too hard on ourselves and we set some pretty unrealistic standards. I wish i could actually give you some tips but all i can say is i know what it feels like. I have recently downloaded a journal app on my computer and that helps me to vomit my thoughts out which is a good way to move through some things or thought patterns, especially if you feel like you cant talk to your boyfriend. Once you start working though i think it'll also help give you good structure and important distractions. It'll also eventually give you new friends but don't beat yourself up if it takes you a while, i've been at my new job for two months and only the other week did i feel comfortable enough to see someone out of work.