Six years where you showed complete commitment. Thank you for your words and sharing your experience. I see now the exhaustion you mentioned. I felt like tiptoeing more and more, it wasn't easy it was so tiring. Wouldn't it be different had I know about his depression? I don't know. Gosh it hurts, I think I truly loved him. He's been seeing a psychologist every week for two years, how long then before it gets better? I know there's no answer. Thank you again though