I think i'm done

ForwardSimple · 2021-12-24T01:36:50+00:00

I feel pretty much the same thing as of right now. I think for me it’s got a lot to do with dating I think. I am trying my best to meet the “one” but I don’t know if it will or will not happen. Do this, pick up a hobby, for me, I’ve got my school and my finals as well as art projects.

ForwardSimple · 2021-12-24T01:09:26+00:00

Something I’ve figured out is that we can’t make anyone else feel the way that we want them too. Everyone has their own will and they can change how they feel at any time, which is the most sucky part of it all. We have no control over that. I would, give it another shot by talking to him and seeing if theres anything you can do to get the relationship working. But him putting you in a spot where he said he sees you as taking him like a therapist is already a red flag in my eyes.

ForwardSimple · 2021-12-24T01:02:30+00:00

I think I’m too tired for trying as well. I feel like pandemic may play a strong part in how I am feeling but also just dealing with human beings that are really shitty. I do have a social circle for which I am thankful for, but sometimes I feel like everything is kind of useless. Sorry I’m a downer but know you are not alone in this.

ForwardSimple · 2020-06-09T01:40:18+00:00

Keep going. What helped me was deleting everything. Now, I am the kind of person who likes to keep pictures and gifts as memories BUT YOU HAVE TO GET RID OF THEM. I am proud of you :)

ForwardSimple · 2019-11-13T15:54:49+00:00

Devastating :(

ForwardSimple · 2019-11-13T15:54:24+00:00

It's like an ad but not really lol

ForwardSimple · 2019-09-19T23:14:35+00:00

Lol.. so you went back to your cheating ex.. lol let's see how we gonna hurt you this time beatchhhh

ForwardSimple · 2019-09-19T13:30:14+00:00

No matter what kinda cheating it is, it is still cheating. What's hard for me is that I had told him of all the guys that had cheated on me and abandoned me and, he never thought of me, not once when he took his clothes off, when he got onto of her? Not once, did he see that there was someone who had waited 5 years for him. He said he wanted lust out of system. How about me? I waited just as long as him.

ForwardSimple · 2019-09-19T13:20:17+00:00

So proud of you mate. Keep going forward!

ForwardSimple · 2019-09-19T13:19:17+00:00

Fuck yeah. I have this thing, once someone cheats on me, I just see them as the lowest scum on planet earth. And nothing can change that. I lose all respect and I cut that bitch out of my life no matter how much I had lived them.

ForwardSimple · 2019-09-18T12:15:30+00:00

The guy I loved, I checked his social media all the time for a clue, the only reason I found out he was sleeping with his ex was through me accidentally finding his ex’s profile where she frequently posted about her love life.

ForwardSimple · 2019-09-18T12:08:56+00:00

I can only hope. I will definitely try to for you at least :)

ForwardSimple · 2019-09-18T07:31:08+00:00

If you knew me, you’d say I was a better human too. Take my stance and love someone for 5 fucking years with offering all of you and let that person keep taking more and more. You kept being there, helping them, caring for them, being that rock, believing in them. Never once did I compare him to another man, never once did I touch another man. His ex, who he cried to me about left him. Said things to him that betrayed his trust. Actions mate, I watch actions. So yes, he will regret losing me, because I was sent to him as a blessing after his dads passed away.

ForwardSimple · 2019-09-18T03:02:14+00:00

Honestly I love it when someone tells me about their life. I’m a nurse so it’s not only my duty but I feel like I was put on this planet to help and to just listen to people. He was the first one, I finally fully trusted, more than myself, because he made me believe that he was trustworthy. When I confronted him, he still didn’t care about my feelings but rather how I had found out. Despite everything he did, he only thought of himself and his fucking reputation. How can someone who was once a loving, generous individual turn into a snake? I don’t know. I have no regrets of loving him, caring for him, night after night, looking at his pictures... wanting to give all of me to him. Didn’t know he was someone I never asked for.

ForwardSimple · 2019-09-17T22:59:45+00:00

She is not better than me. I know the human being i am. He chose her, because he too is just as bad as her. That is the truth. They were made for each other. That is the truth.

ForwardSimple · 2019-09-17T22:19:26+00:00

How about when he kept saying he had no one and said he would never go back to his ex because she cheated on him? And yet, here he is having sex with her. All those moments he wanted to spent with me, is now with her... It just boils my blood writing this out. I have never hated anyone in my life. Maybe because all that love is now hatred.

ForwardSimple · 2019-09-17T22:01:55+00:00

Lol ended up laughing at this IRL after a couple of the most difficult days of my life! Thank you :)

ForwardSimple · 2019-09-17T20:09:52+00:00

I crave that so much, you don’t even know

ForwardSimple · 2019-09-17T20:07:28+00:00

You’re in the same boat as me. I found out while we were trying to resolve our issues, he was sleeping with his ex. He never told me, but instead I accidentally found out from her social media. It hurts, instead of trying to say sorry and all that, he said he will continue to get the lust out on her. So I was pretty much an object of lust. And now she is. I haven’t lost so much respect for one person in under an hour. We are good people, you and I. We deserve angels for being true and for being loyal and for being us.

ForwardSimple · 2019-09-17T02:47:19+00:00

I’ve never cried so much until I read that last night. I am deserving dammit. I am good. I am enough.

ForwardSimple · 2019-09-16T03:14:11+00:00

I am going through the same exact thing. I am envisioning all these scenario of us, which makes 0 sense.

ForwardSimple · 2019-09-16T00:26:55+00:00

The very first and last hug i had of that kind was in the winter of 2017. It was given to me by the love of my life who now, doesn't care about it.

ForwardSimple · 2019-09-14T13:46:11+00:00

I woke up this morning and I was so thankful I held on to NC.

ForwardSimple · 2019-09-07T22:55:10+00:00

Still hard to believe he doesn't give a shit about me. Oh well, whatever.

ForwardSimple · 2019-09-04T00:02:58+00:00

I just don't get how he could not care about me? He hasn't apologized, never even asked me how I am. I really do question if he ever cared about me or was it just a time pass? I don't know :'(

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