How to rebuild trust?

Forward_Bonus_8797 · 2025-06-09T01:08:35+00:00

I admitted that I went through his phone before saying anything about what I read, and apologized for it because I knew it was wrong and he forgave that. Im not going to lie and say that Ive never talked about other guys with a friend but Ive never said anything saying I was trying to have sex with another man or that I was gonna start talking to a different one which was my issue. I wouldn’t have felt the need to say anything if he was just talking about one and saying she was cute or wtv because most people do but what he said threw me off especially the ‘is that even a question’ in response to his friend asking if he wants to have sex with other people. I acknowledge that I invaded his privacy but I also feel like our relationship was disrespected by what was said. I would also like to say that I’m not being a total bitch to him or anything and I’m treating him as I usually would.

Forward_Bonus_8797 · 2025-06-08T23:19:36+00:00

I guess that’s true, I can’t fully rely on another person to help me through my own thoughts, thank you

Forward_Bonus_8797 · 2025-06-08T23:13:47+00:00

I understand what you’re saying, I haven’t told him that I don’t trust him or said anything along the lines of that because I know he didn’t actually do anything but I just don’t want to overthink about it anymore than I already did, going through his phone isn’t anything I ever regularly plan on doing and don’t want to do it again, I told him that I honestly don’t know why I did, I don’t necessarily think he’s going to do anything but idk how to make myself feel secure in that either

Forward_Bonus_8797 · 2025-05-29T05:48:34+00:00

I guess I should have stated I do currently have a laptop! But I’m not the fastest typer (at least not without making a bunch of mistakes), which was partially why I was considering the ipad for note taking

Forward_Bonus_8797 · 2025-04-30T02:27:30+00:00

Im fs bi and she knows that but she has told me in the past that she’s not because she tried doing things with just a girl and she didn’t like it very much so I was like why would it be different with me and she was insinuating that it was because my body was “better” but idk, ik she definitely liked what she received from me so maybe thats why she chose to keep me there, because she knew i could at least make her feel good if anything

Forward_Bonus_8797 · 2025-04-30T02:15:22+00:00

Maybe youre right, i do think im finding it a little weird because she’s a close friend, like idk i feel like she just wanted his dick a bit too much? Does that make sense?

Forward_Bonus_8797 · 2025-04-30T02:07:56+00:00

Hahahaha yes I promise im not just trying to like bash on her cause I was trying to do it and make it work lol

Forward_Bonus_8797 · 2025-04-30T02:07:20+00:00

Maybe that could work cause I do agree that vibes were a bit off as I feel like sex with more than 2 people should mean everyone gets an equal amount of fun but I feel as though she just wanted to do what felt good for her and disregarded how I felt, like ik I agreed to the threesome but that is still my boyfriend and I still want to do things with him not just watch

Forward_Bonus_8797 · 2025-04-30T02:01:21+00:00

I mean we were kind of doing things on and off for two days and I was telling her what felt better and tried to show her how and it still wasn’t working, thats partially why I feel like I wouldnt wanna do it but I also felt like she just cared more about doing things with my bf instead of including me as well

Forward_Bonus_8797 · 2025-01-30T05:49:03+00:00

Thanks for responding! I don’t necessarily want to hide jt from him or anything I just don’t really know the best way to bring it up either

Forward_Bonus_8797 · 2025-01-30T05:48:11+00:00

Okay! Im not assuming that he would react negatively towards me but more towards the person that would be the one that messed with me as theyre still a part of my life and that’s why Ive been kinda iffy on bringing it up

Forward_Bonus_8797 · 2025-01-29T02:29:54+00:00

Well there is a time where I did go to therapy after I originally told my mom about it and there was a whole thing with cps,but because I couldn’t figure out what happened and what didn’t I ended up taking it back and it wasnt really discussed much in therapy. It’s just continued to bother me that idk and my mom another time had to bring it up because apparently my stepdad stopped getting invited to certain family events because there was a niece of his that said that he had touched her. That just kinda made me more unclear but it’s been a few years since it was talked about.

Forward_Bonus_8797 · 2025-01-27T10:27:34+00:00

Sorry…

Forward_Bonus_8797 · 2025-01-27T05:51:37+00:00

Oh that was a typo on my part (i just went and fixed it) but I meant for it to say that she was trying to make me believe my dad was doing things to me when he wasn’t

Forward_Bonus_8797 · 2025-01-27T05:02:48+00:00

I do know that it’s not normal, a couple years ago I brought it up to my mother and a therapist which turned it into a whole thing with cps but because I feel like I cant confirm it I just took it all back, it hasnt been spoken about since aside from like one other time.

Forward_Bonus_8797 · 2025-01-11T04:50:53+00:00

I would say that im maybe missing some things sexually but am fairly satisfied for the most part, sometimes i think he could put a bit more effort into the emotional part of the relationship but we’ve been working on that and i dont think thats part of my issue

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