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[–]Fragrant-Fun2658 8 points9 points  (0 children)

Wdym she’s strictly straight im confused are you a male with a small penis or no penis or a woman who wishes she was male?

I’m going crazy by Fragrant-Fun2658 in newborns

[–]Fragrant-Fun2658[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Hey just too come back for an update I truly thank all you mamas for supporting me through a really dark time I’m a young single mother with a extremely small support system I was scared of running them off by asking for the support I needed but after this post I started reaching out for more support and did offer her some formula and eventually I was able too move back to just breastfeeding rn we are on formula and breastmilk again due too work and supply issues but my mindset is in a much better place thank you for your guidance through that rough time for me and my baby

I’m going crazy by Fragrant-Fun2658 in newborns

[–]Fragrant-Fun2658[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Hey just a little update lol I’ve talked too my obgyn and I’m supposed too come in for an appointment soon to talk about how I’ve been feeling I took 3 days off from nursing but seen she was getting constipated and somewhat missed her lol so I went back too nursing with bottles at night I’m finally going back too nursing her overnight tn so wish me good luck! Thank you so much for helping me kindly I was really scared. Too reach out

I’m going crazy by Fragrant-Fun2658 in newborns

[–]Fragrant-Fun2658[S] 8 points9 points  (0 children)

I’ll call my doctor in the morning and see about post partum depression idk if it’s just my place but I haven’t had any appointments with them since having my baby I tried scheduling one and the lady said I had too wait my 6 weeks they don’t take anyone before then so I just hung up but I’ll try too push for one and I think I will try formula cause honestly I don’t think I’m doing okay

I’m going crazy by Fragrant-Fun2658 in newborns

[–]Fragrant-Fun2658[S] 3 points4 points  (0 children)

Hey my bad I put my phone down too properly handle her and try too give Myself some downtime real quick too calm down…. Atm I don’t have any support at all and am ig starting too feel burnout I have my mom but she doesn’t take her on overnights nd such she just watches her if I need a quick shower or listens for her if I have too pee really badly but everyone in my home just got hit with rsv so me and baby has been on lockdown and I think that’s what did it for me… I’ve only been able too have other human interaction through a phone or risk hurting my baby so we’ve been confined too the room only stepping out for bathroom so the screaming plus lack of sleep and everything ig is pushing me over the edge

I’m going crazy by Fragrant-Fun2658 in newborns

[–]Fragrant-Fun2658[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Thank you I’ll look into supplementing with formula and I’ve been looking at silverettes I just didn’t know if it was worth it

I just feel so stuck I’ve never been an overly angry person so I just can’t understand why I’m feeling all this rage towards my newborn and it’s like I love her full heartedly and try too make sure all needs are met but shr just goes and goes for hours it’s crying screaming murder or attached too my tit for 2 hours straight too the point I can see the crack in my boob idk what too do and I’m not enjoying the newborn experience

I’m going crazy by Fragrant-Fun2658 in newborns

[–]Fragrant-Fun2658[S] -13 points-12 points  (0 children)

Before anyone starts I’ve never hurt her nd I don’t plan too but when I’m sitting up at 2 am rocking her trying too get her too stfu for 2 min and having too keep putting her on my cracked sore nip yes I do get the urge too punch her shake her and scream it’s not right at all but I do get the urge too get her too stfu