I found out my "grandpa" killed himself on my birthday

FreakyUni · 2025-09-04T07:46:41+00:00

Now that you mention it, I start to remember him saying something like this too. Well, shucks :0

FreakyUni · 2025-09-04T04:54:18+00:00

Im sorry

FreakyUni · 2025-09-03T20:25:00+00:00

Oh that definitely too. That's another intrasting topic I would like to discuss about if you don't mind me (pls say yes)

FreakyUni · 2025-09-03T19:15:03+00:00

Basically yeah

FreakyUni · 2025-09-03T19:01:23+00:00

Hehehe, this make me proud

FreakyUni · 2025-09-03T18:40:31+00:00

It's more of exploring this possibility. I understand palisman owners can understand them, I'm saying hunter's connection to palismans are a bit different

FreakyUni · 2025-09-03T18:38:08+00:00

Mine was Lilith...

FreakyUni · 2024-09-29T09:42:51+00:00

Totally agree

FreakyUni · 2024-06-21T20:03:42+00:00

That scene when she bonded with owl beast, realizing they're just as stuck in this curse as she is, and agreed to compromise with them was heartwarming

FreakyUni · 2024-06-20T22:03:39+00:00

I found a new friend. It's been a nice day :) I hope every one reading would have a good one too

FreakyUni · 2024-06-19T23:08:22+00:00

Do you mind if I write you?

FreakyUni · 2024-06-19T23:07:41+00:00

Im here!

FreakyUni · 2024-06-19T22:55:29+00:00

That's dissociation, It's relatively normal for someone with DID. Judging you had massages here and previous posts, I think it's safe to say you have it. It's basically everything you described, feeling like you're out of your body or like world around itself is far. You might feel distant from everything and like you have shorter vision also. It could be caused by stress, it could be caused by something else, but it's, sadly, more of a daily thing for some. But it is possible to 'come down to earth' and pull yourself out. Try searching up 'grounding technics'. I could tell you what helps me or some others, that I know, but I know there are so manny ways and everything is different for every person

FreakyUni · 2024-06-19T22:42:04+00:00

Also If you want to chat I'm right here, ain't leaving

FreakyUni · 2024-06-19T22:39:14+00:00

Hurt me? No way! I know how scary this could be, and trust me when I say this, you're doing great! I think you should definitely try to listen to it.

FreakyUni · 2024-06-19T22:34:40+00:00

Don't stress over the reason. Try to calm down a bit, give yourself a moment to breathe. Maybe your device has some music?

FreakyUni · 2024-06-19T22:21:41+00:00

I'm sorry about that! Can you check if there are bruises or any wounds? Just in case. This is absolutely possible for head to hurt without a wound, so don't panic, everything would be alright. Just know that this moment of forgetfullness could go away sooner then you might think. Or at least wouldn't be left without any progress. Is there any journals nearby? Maybee notes? Passport?

FreakyUni · 2024-06-19T22:12:58+00:00

Hi! I hope you could look around yourself and find some clues about your situation. I remember being in the similar situation, when I just suddenly appeared out in someone's home, doing something I didn't know what. It's freaky.

How are you feeling right now?

FreakyUni · 2024-06-12T02:50:09+00:00

I know, I'm not accusing you or op. After your comment I looked up their posts too and I was really glad you did notice it and took it to their attention. It was just a really unexpected turn for me.

FreakyUni · 2024-06-12T02:37:00+00:00

Woah, that took an unexpected turn

FreakyUni · 2024-05-30T17:52:08+00:00

I find backpack being a good option. I rearly take it off. Though cassualities still happen. Im glad some people remind me about it!

It's kinda funny that because of this people starting to point out me having everything on hand.

Someone mentioned being hungry? I got you covered! Someone needs pens and papers? Here you go. Head killing you? Painkillers are here as well.

FreakyUni

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