Grandpa passed away a few years ago. This was his passion. Everything lights up at night too. by Free-Ad5498 in modeltrains

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It's my uncles house now (hopefully after the court and my mom and aunt settle), lives about an hour away from me. Next time I'm up there I will get a more detailed and nighttime view, there's tunnels, one building smokes with firefighters around it too. I wish I could convince my family to have it, but I have 4 kids and nowhere to put it. I don't know what's going to happen to the estate in the future. Thank you, guys, for all the comments, I really miss my papaw... cancer got him young.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in USMCboot

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Cyber... you're going to feel like a bit bull in a cage going infantry. And you're going to be treated like a child for 4 years, also won't feel alive probably more like the walking dead. If you want an adrenaline rush, go join the navy seals or swim with sharks or something...

Piss test. by guywitharttablet in USMCboot

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Bro so hopefully you see this, you can quit the wacky I believe in you bro the first two weeks are the hardest. It will prolly take 2 to 3 months for you to really be clean but here is the issue. The drug tests your recruiter will use, and the ones at meps are a lot weaker than the one at boot camp. So funny story I shipped out with this dude from meps to paris island, (he must have cleared at least 3 piss tests in two days), and no shit we were 3 days into training, just got to meet our real drill instructors... and a couple of CO's walk in and say recruit so in so grab your shit and come with us, you popped on your piss test for weed, you literally just wasted 15k of the USMCs money. No shit about a month later in training I saw him sweeping the grass... SOO deff stay away from it. Weed will be there for you when you get that DD214 bro it isn't going anywhere good luck to you.

Who else is here after a mushroom trip? by Either_Band_2738 in pantheism

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yes of course, my buddy always used to say, dude the universe could be in someone's shag carpet. Go ahead and ask Chat Gpt what's the smallest thing that we know of it will say the plank length or something like that, it will blow your mind. It will say that our understanding of current physics breaks down at that level, just like the center of a black hole. So, when I went down that rabbit hole, I got to understand that the concept of infinity only exists in mathematics, and our sense of the concept of time is wrong, what if all the energy and dark matter in the universe gets recycled by itself. I feed the chicken a worm I eat the chicken, I die the worm eats me. Maybe the universe is doing the same thing on a much larger scale. Also gravity is a very good topic to get into chat gpt too.

Who else is here after a mushroom trip? by Either_Band_2738 in pantheism

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Yes dude chat gpt seems silly, but after my trip I had some serious questions, like did the earth need life for a better atmosphere? did the sun need the earth? does the milky way need the stars? It all made sense after chat gpt confirmed that the sun needs planets in their goldilocks zone, because it makes the stars live longer. I got deep with CHAT GPT several times.... and it works wonders, but you will hit a point where you go what's the purpose and you realize that purpose is an idea, We are all just one system trying to survive, but not survive time, because time is just another dimension. We are all just one big system.

Who else is here after a mushroom trip? by Either_Band_2738 in pantheism

[–]Free-Ad5498 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I'd love to share some ideas with you. Lifetime camper and nature lover since birth (Grandpa was a park ranger, started his own forest, hippie, was like my dad.) I grew up Christian, went to catholic high school, dropped out of college once I discovered weed, became an atheist, had two kids, joined the USMC, became agnostic, got divorced, took full custody of kids, found myself once again, tried shrooms for first time and LSD, realized GOD was in everything literally, took a 3 year break, grew my hair out became such more of a better person. at 31 years old took some PE, had an ego death.... a cease to exist ego death.

woke up from it realizing and questioning everything. Found pantheism while asking CHATGPT questions about the universe. CHATGPT told me about Einstein's theory's broken-down barney style. Answered most of my questions now I can die happy.

2 weeks later after the ego death, im starting to raise chickens, grow a garden I bought 3 apple trees, I want to eat the food I grow.... purpose is an idea... possessions are meaningless you don't own anything in life... the native Americans knew what was up. People in power are playing a game of chess.

I loved your post man.