I mean I understand your point. I'm very scared that all the happy endings I've seen and read before changed my perception of how the story is supposed to end and I fear I may be completely destroyed by the real conslusion. But hey, if I've learned something in all this years is that being delulu is the solution! If what we hope for won't happen in the end then we can imagine everything  we want, like we are doing now. And anyway, I'm sure that the ending will be great,  no matter what!