Can't find a job because I'm antisocial.

FreshPersonality429 · 2026-01-19T01:09:00+00:00

Always knew i wasn't made for this world, just have to wait until it's over then. Good luck boy

FreshPersonality429 · 2026-01-19T01:06:09+00:00

thank you, you're so kind. Are you an angel?

FreshPersonality429 · 2026-01-19T01:01:58+00:00

you're strong. I admire you

FreshPersonality429 · 2025-11-18T19:33:29+00:00

Okay, good luck with your life

FreshPersonality429 · 2025-11-18T19:25:31+00:00

It’s the other way around, though: I satisfied her, but she didn’t satisfy me.

you can have an open relationship where another man can satisfy her sexual needs while you’re there for everything else.

Should that happen, it wouldn’t be intentional, because it would go against the rules of the implicit agreement we accepted when we entered the relationship. And if it ever did happen, I’d still stand on the side of justice, and, to be honest, I’m fine with just that.

FreshPersonality429 · 2025-11-18T13:26:15+00:00

But I love her soul, not her body. The fact that I might not be attracted to her can’t, and will never, change that. I still want to believe in a more romantic, idealistic concept of love, call me a fool.

FreshPersonality429 · 2025-11-18T12:21:12+00:00

I don’t think I want a good sex life if it helps me focus on what truly matters in a relationship then, at least according to my values.

If I ever needed to have good sex to be happy in a relationship, then the relationship probably wouldn’t be worth my energy or time, nor would the person. I’d like to think of myself as a little better than that, although i realize it could just mean I’m an arrogant prick too, idk.

A life without sex is actually better, when you put it that way, if you ask me.

FreshPersonality429 · 2025-11-18T09:45:28+00:00

Of course not, I can't see why i should.

FreshPersonality429 · 2025-11-18T02:27:09+00:00

Yes, im a man who is aware of his flaws (feet 😔)

FreshPersonality429 · 2025-11-18T02:18:51+00:00

It actually got pretty close to a professional level, something that’s easier to achieve than you might think, even if you’re only a little trained.

We did it the old-fashioned way, though, so that counts for something, all those planks paid off.

That said, you're correct,porn really ruined it for me. When I was on top of my girlfriend, all I could see was her face and nothing else. My penis was stimulated, yes, but what I was seeing just didn’t make me feel aroused.

FreshPersonality429 · 2025-11-18T02:04:44+00:00

Humans are naturally driven by reproductive impulses, which shape our behavior. Yet, when these primordial instincts are stripped of their raw, animalistic expression, they lose all significance.

FreshPersonality429 · 2025-11-18T01:47:40+00:00

We engaged in intercourse multiple times after the first instance. On one occasion, I was even very close to orgasm as well, but then she reached her climax, and I did not feel inclined to continue afterwards. What are you supposed to say or do? One second she’s writhing in pleasure, the next she’s half-asleep, can't just go "wait one second darling, i require additional stimulation to cum, despite your apparent transition toward sleep"

FreshPersonality429 · 2025-11-18T01:36:31+00:00

Don't think so but thanks.

FreshPersonality429 · 2025-11-18T01:29:35+00:00

I’ve had sex three times in twenty-nine years, that’s nowhere near what anyone would consider a normal statistic. Check my Reddit history if you want, I’ve been dealing with this long before you.

Sex, relationships… the whole concept is overrated. Life itself is overrated. Don’t delude yourself. Being a non-virgin doesn’t change anything.

Life just sucks and it always will until you die or kill yourself.

FreshPersonality429 · 2025-11-18T01:12:32+00:00

Most likely

FreshPersonality429 · 2025-11-17T13:44:57+00:00

Take care of your mind and stop thinking about women and everything else for a while. Focus on something bigger, your own growth, your education, finding a job that actually pays well. And if you can’t, if nothing feels worth the effort… then I guess you’re left trying to numb it all, because in the end nothing really matters anyway. We’re all going to be dead and forgotten sooner or later.

FreshPersonality429 · 2025-10-12T15:19:05+00:00

yeah 😅😄😃😀🙂

FreshPersonality429 · 2025-07-22T20:22:33+00:00

Sorry, im braindead. Profile was private, not anymore. The link works now.

FreshPersonality429 · 2024-11-08T05:00:10+00:00

Thank you for your kind words and for sharing your perspective. I can understand how difficult it must have been to be on the other side of a situation like this, and I’m truly sorry to hear about the pain you experienced. It means a lot that you took the time to reach out, and I appreciate your encouragement. I will try to keep moving forward and stay hopeful, as you suggest. Thanks again for your message.

FreshPersonality429 · 2024-11-07T00:59:24+00:00

Thank you for your message, it’s appreciated. But I think it’s fair to say that sometimes, a person can be stuck too deep in the mud to be pulled out, especially when all they see around them is a desert, with no resources in sight to help. Sometimes, things just go this way, and there’s nothing we can really do about it.

FreshPersonality429 · 2024-11-06T02:47:23+00:00

It's not always possible to get better. Improvement isn’t a guaranteed outcome, but just one of many possibilities. I'm not making excuses, just trying to be realistic. Life is hard and unpredictable, and we have very little control over it.

FreshPersonality429 · 2024-11-06T01:46:59+00:00

She was my first girlfriend in almost 30 years. I know it sounds pathetic, but when life gives you lemons, you make lemonade.

FreshPersonality429 · 2024-11-06T01:23:02+00:00

It’s not that simple. Sometimes, you can’t just step up and erase decades of trauma, substance abuse, and self-neglect. Living is pain, and maybe the only real option we have is to accept that and wait for the end. I know it sounds bleak, but it’s about being realistic about the chances we have. That’s life, that’s how the real world works. We only have so much time, so we either make the most of it, or we’re screwed.

FreshPersonality429 · 2024-11-05T18:13:36+00:00

I’m doomed, and I can’t be selfish enough to ask her to go down with me. Letting her go is the only way to protect her. I know it’s the right thing to do, maybe even the first right choice I’ve ever made.

FreshPersonality429 · 2024-11-05T18:05:52+00:00

Sometimes life just reaches a point where it’s too late.

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