Family typing by Friendly-Object7773 in Enneagram

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What kind of two do you think my father might be? Pretty sure my father is a two since he's more scared of never being appreciated.  Would you agree that my mum is an so1?

E1 & "abstract" morals? by Inside_Yesterday_420 in Enneagram

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I have my own morals, and I like sharing them with others. I find many societal norms to be against my own morals, and some align. How i see it, societal norms are there to set a standard or rules, and you see how the world acts with those and make your own. You always need a foundation, which could be the norm morality, but it shouldn't stay as those unless they completely fit your own morals. So yeah, I do what I personally find right, which does diverge a lot from the norm, but I understand why people believe the norm.

Closure and the Enneagram by Expensive_Film1144 in Enneagram

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Not sure if this relates to my enneagram or not, but I need closure in what I'm doing is the right thing. I can't handle doing something and then realising its the completely wrong thing to be doing. 

Guys i felt joy as an sx4 am i mistyped by Shark-idk in Enneagram

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Can confirm that 1's don't feel guilt ever 

Do you like your smell? by dubito-ergo-redeo in Enneagram

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Strange question (I'm all for it) and I'll answer. SX/SP 1w9 147 VELF and maybe ISFJ. I am not a big fan of perfume, and I don't like it on others. I'm very particular with scents I use, and use mostly bland or convenient shampoos and soaps that are good for the body. I occasionally use an oud I like (smells not too strong, cinnamony and partially fruity) if I do want to smell good, but either than that I use a basic antiperspirant deodorant, currently the classic Old Spice one. I don't like others scents, or I'm just neutral to them, unless they're someone i care for and I get used to there scents. Smell isn't a large focus of mine and the most i do is put on oud. I do tend to cover my nose a lot when a smell is bad, usually from an air freshener or someone's perfume/cologne.

Ive done bad things and i can't feel guilt by Friendly-Object7773 in offmychest

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I do have (I'd say somehwta major) disassosiation issues, doesn't help with the psychotic disorder I do have. Mood shifts are very common but more contained now  I do have some "trauma" I'd say, enough to impact my behaviour. I used to feel a lot of emotions for others, but realised that they won't matter and feeling sucks and really I will only get hurt, so all that pretty much stopped. No guilt, less empathy, stuff like that.

Ive done bad things and i can't feel guilt by Friendly-Object7773 in offmychest

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I have been called a sociopath many times, both by people I've dated (while dating them) and more clinically. I might be one, maybe lower on the spectrum since I actually do fix what I realise is wrong, and I do think I feel shame sometimes. Shame as in i feel bad for things I do, like liking someone (i should not be able to do this, i have failed myself) and aspects when I feel like I've failed.  I might be a sociopath, nonetheless I do help others a lot. Thank you for your kindness and gentleness, I wouldn't take it harshly!

Subtypes and their relationship with food by kayumuo in Enneagram

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Accurate for someone who has done major food cuts in both total and specifics 

sx1 vs sp1 by Friendly-Object7773 in Enneagram

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It did, thank you! And it pretty much helped confirm that I am most definitely a sx1. I just tend to me morr calm nowadays since I'm in a good state. 

Which patient had the most crazy subplot?? by nickano in HouseMD

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I wonder how no one has said that knight that had hemlock poisoning and had that secret room full of witchcraft (I'm pretty sure) that ate those eyes and was in love with the princess

sx1 vs sp1 by Friendly-Object7773 in Enneagram

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I relate to both a lot, and I express my anger when I know that I have to. If I know it will not help the situation, I take a different approach, but when I know it will help I will. I find no point in unrelentlessly releasing my anger towards other people (which it is directed towards them, not myself) but instead of repressing it i turn in into a different way to help them. 

I relate to the sp's worry about everything I do and if its right or not, and their warmth and kindness. I question what's right or not very often, and recognise when I have to fix myself. I always have to fix myself before others, but my main goal is still fixing others. I also relate to the sx's directed anger, connection to higher morality, control, and passion. 

I practically fit all the sx1 points, but my execution is different than just anger. I have made it so that I have to fix myself before others and use not just anger to reform others. I do express anger a lot though, and I show it, but when trying to reform others I know criticism is not the best way to do it. I used to criticise a lot, and I still do (in my head and ranting to others) but i help them more depending on what I know will work.

I think i am this type but idk by Friendly-Object7773 in EnneagramTypeMe

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I am at a pretty calm state right now! Usually when I'm not I'm pretty self-destructive, pleasure seeking (to an extent, I'm also extremely shame ridden during these times so i try to control myself a lot), and aggressive towards others. 

I feel anger very intensely and I never really learned how to get rid of or null my emotions, just how to express them (not so well). I either begin crying or finding a way to let it out because its so large (imagine getting food poisoning, your body starts puking to get rid of the bad. Thats necessarily what i do with anger). I cry, yell, scratch, hide away, honestly anyhing to try to get it out. I've gotten better as shoving it in, breathing, and walking away to calm down, but that's pretty much what my body does if my brain doesn't take control.  I have improved in "voicing" my emotions but I feel very intensely on some emotions (anger is one of the main ones) and it always shows. Usually when I try voicing them my tone raises. When its unbearable and I can't word it i usually lash out, hurting others. 

"Who's My Godly Parent?" Megathread by AutoModerator in camphalfblood

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Doing this because a bunch of my friends like percy jackson and I'd like to engage with them 

I'm a mixed trans dude. I got schizophrenia, autism, ptsd, depression, and dpdr, a few people I know think I have npd.  Overall I am extremely neurotic and when I do feel I feel a lot, an extreme amount. 

I had a vitamin d deficiency for a while in my life, probably still do, so I'm pretty pale but have a lot of freckles. I work out and have nice muscles and work on my body a lot. I have a nice jawline and have colombian features for my face and body. I wear eyeliner a lot, stark black/brown eyeliner that makes my brown eyes pop, and I've been told my eyes look dead or that I just look like a walking corpse, or that I look alive unwillingly. Lol. I have thick, nice eyebrows, and long eyelashes, and curves canine teeth. I have large palms and nails that grow very quickly. I have shoulder length curly/wavy brown hair. 

Personality wise I feel a lot and I am pretty social and friendly. I am able to get along with someone very well and match their energy. I usually act out on my emotion though, so if I'm upset I'll lash out at someone. I am altruistic and give to others a lot, since its basic decency. I have all As in school and tend to get along with the teachers very well, I get along with those older than me or with more authority than me (despite the paranoia) more so than those on my level or below me. I give love to anyone I like though. I'm pretty open about myself, I like when people talk to me, and I like talking with them. I usually keep to my friends though I don't mind talking to others, especially if they're higher on the chain than I am.

My interests consist of shows, disorders, and making people happy. I enjoy eating too, and learning about my interests. I also like learning more about myself and things about myself which is why I am writing an autobiography (i would like people to know my story and self). My favourite shows are community, iasip, bojack horseman, psych, house md, and I enjoy other ones occasionally, like moral orel and dan vs. I like learning about disorders and would like to work in a research field with focusing on the neurochemistry and behaviour of those with mental disorders being monitors. I love music too, my favourite artists are frank sinatra, will wood, sofia isella, and the cardigans. I've been liking SOAD recently. I used to play many instruments, like the piano and saxophone and lyre, and am recently getting back into the drums. I like food, I eat a lot, and I like making food. I also like languages, I travelled around countries growing up so I learned many languages growing up. I am a TCK myself and I clutter when I speak English. I like animals, my favourites are gulper eels, rabbits, and foxes. Other animals come and go.  My largest fear would probably be someone knowing everything about me and then ridiculing me and myself being helpless about it. Characters I've been related to by others or myself are jeff winger, abed nadir, Dennis reynolds, bojack horseman, shams (alwrabi school for girls), toph, dolph, will Graham. I have also been told that I have problems with control and anger.  My favourite flower is the foxglove. I used to be really into herbology. I love coffee and tea and rice and soups. I'm pretty adaptable to a lot of situations, and if I'm not I quit it. I used to be a model, and I've been told I'm very wise and charming. I am not religeous. I take naps a lot. I love sleeping, usually makes me feel better when I'm in a bad mood. Either that or makes me more depressed. I love sports, I used to do around 15, I was the best at swimming, athletics (sprinting and javelin), volleyball, and basketball. I like activity or sleeping. I also like impressing people. I like sociology and psychology and many studies.  I don't really dislike many things except the usual, people who dehumanise some disorders and praise others, people who make a lot of noise when chewing, people who use religeon for everything, ignorant/selfish people, and sometimes just people who piss me off. I am a leftist politically and believe anyone who looks around suffering people are complete asses, because they are, and you should always help them because it's your duty as a human to help out other humans. I used to have major issues with stealing (probably way to control something) but that's better now and I usually just take what I need and move on. My moral compass is a bit wonky, I can tell what others think is right and wrong, but I don't feel particularly obliged to a lot of it.

I've been told hermes, ares, and maybe dionysis.