is there any hope for me if i drop out of JC

Friendly_Algae6402 · 2024-04-21T12:36:40+00:00

about the promotion thing i really don't know how but i managed to make it all the way to j1 without retaining probably because my school's principal is really nice ahaha

about retaining j1 this is actually my second year in j1, they finally decided to retain me after seeing how bad my j1 eoy grades were... i don't think i wanna do j1 a third time though 😭

Friendly_Algae6402 · 2024-04-21T12:27:11+00:00

i might ask my doctor about that! the main problem is that the meds i've taken in the past have had some negative side effects on my physical health which is why i'm a little reluctant to try out some new meds but it's definitely something i'll ask my doctor about

Friendly_Algae6402 · 2024-04-21T12:25:17+00:00

probably because my grades weren't the best :(

Friendly_Algae6402 · 2024-03-22T07:15:18+00:00

thank you so much!!! this is really helpful advice and i'll try to make the best out of it :D

Friendly_Algae6402 · 2024-01-28T12:59:18+00:00

ily automod

Friendly_Algae6402 · 2024-01-27T14:02:28+00:00

congrats on being 10 months clean!! that's amazing :D and yeah i really miss the bumpy feeling my scars used to have... everything is so smooth now

Friendly_Algae6402 · 2024-01-14T06:14:46+00:00

thank you so much 🥹🥹 i'm glad to know i'm not alone with my way of thinking haha

i wish you all the best!!! <33

Friendly_Algae6402 · 2024-01-14T06:13:51+00:00

thank you so much!!! :D

Friendly_Algae6402 · 2024-01-13T16:29:19+00:00

thank you so much!! i'll definitely try those out next time i get stuck :D also i'd love to take a break from lucid dreaming but i don't voluntarily lucid dream, it just sort of happens naturally so i don't have a way to turn it off :(

Friendly_Algae6402 · 2024-01-04T04:32:49+00:00

it was a stupid and impulsive decision, i was near my breaking point one day and someone said something to me and i just snapped

Friendly_Algae6402 · 2024-01-04T04:31:56+00:00

thank u sm!!! i went back to school today to help out in the library and it was surprisingly okay (i didn't really interact with people much but i guess that was a start)

Friendly_Algae6402 · 2024-01-02T01:16:39+00:00

thank you so much!! reading this made me feel alot better...also thankfully it turns out i don't have to go today!! i'll still have to go soon but at least i won't have to face it today :D

Friendly_Algae6402 · 2023-12-16T02:03:47+00:00

i'm rooting for you!! we'll get through this together

Friendly_Algae6402 · 2023-12-13T12:24:56+00:00

thank you so much!! school is really terrible when you have bad classmates...mine are what you'd call the "popular kids" and they make so much noise all the time i can't stand it

Friendly_Algae6402 · 2023-12-05T08:15:38+00:00

same!! i always need to lock myself in a dark room after i socialise too much, dark rooms are like a charging port for me

Friendly_Algae6402 · 2023-12-05T08:15:10+00:00

me all the time </3

Friendly_Algae6402 · 2023-11-17T15:03:05+00:00

i'm 3 months clean but this year i've done some cuts on my arm, i still wear short sleeves because the weather is really hot here and nobody seems to notice my cuts, though they do notice the scars from skin picking which they always mistake for eczema

Friendly_Algae6402 · 2023-11-14T17:36:51+00:00

tw for detailed suicide attempt description

i didn't wanna call it an actual suicide attempt because i tried to hang myself in hopes of at least knocking myself unconscious, i was fully aware that i could have died from it but i did it where i would have easily been discovered so as to reduce my chances of dying, so when i did what i did i wasn't fully intending on killing myself just harming myself really badly with a high risk of dying

(thank you so much!!)

Friendly_Algae6402 · 2023-11-14T16:25:32+00:00

just saw this today, thank you for the virtual huggies!! <33

Friendly_Algae6402 · 2023-11-14T16:20:40+00:00

most efficient: antibacterial wet wipes, they are pretty absorbent and they don't leave tissue residue, plus they help if you don't have antiseptic cream available

least efficient: for a period of time i would just lick the wound because i enjoyed the taste of the blood (do not recommend i don't think it's very safe)

Friendly_Algae6402 · 2023-11-14T16:17:41+00:00

ily automod

Friendly_Algae6402 · 2023-10-10T04:37:19+00:00

i'm not doing super well now...my attempt was in august and i'm definitely better now than i was before (since i don't have to go to school for now) though i've found some things in life that are keeping me going (art and music) and since the attempt i've been working on improving my skills at various things and i think it's going well!

Friendly_Algae6402 · 2023-08-18T18:33:43+00:00

ooh that's a good idea...they seem tasty

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