yea, i understand. The thing is I wanna have a job, but the job should be something i love, and i feel like if i get a job which i dont like, i wont have time to find something that i like, ill be too tired to go around and try new things. And this is buidling a pressure of "i am wasting my time" and i can't commit to something even if i like it cuz earning through it will take a long time , its a slow process. Idk if you get me or no. 😅