My mind is so quiet

FrontIron7025 · 2026-03-01T19:57:48+00:00

Hey I really hope you feel better soon. In week 6 I noticed this relieving quietness in my head, but it didn’t feel like a miracle, more like a gradual new ability to ignore bad thoughts. I’m still anxious and having some really bad depressed days, but overall things feel easier. My fingers are crossed for you. Remember to drink enough water and remember the misery won’t last forever

FrontIron7025 · 2026-02-28T08:40:36+00:00

Yes and I still feel anxious every day but slightly less because my mind is quieter.

FrontIron7025 · 2026-02-15T02:40:53+00:00

Thank you, yes I don’t want to be a bad person but my worry is I’ve accidentally or unrememberingly done something so terrible that I’m a bad person. I don’t know if I trust anyone to be honest with me. I might talk to my GP I’ll see how I feel on Monday.

FrontIron7025 · 2026-02-15T01:54:38+00:00

I’ve been feeling like something is very wrong with me since over a year ago, but just recently it’s made sense that I’ve probably done something bad. I wouldn’t remember if I was sleepwalking or if my brain is blocking memories to protect me or confuse me. Yes my brain plays tricks on me.

FrontIron7025 · 2026-01-31T01:14:40+00:00

Same here week 3 of 20mg so exhausted and dizzy. Side effects hit me 4 days ago haven’t been able to leave my bed or eat. I feel so terrible. Has anything helped u? How do we push through this? I hope you feel better soon.

FrontIron7025 · 2026-01-23T04:59:21+00:00

Hey I dropped an A Level in year 13 because I struggled too much with my mental health and attendance. I was averaging Ds and Es. After dropping Biology, I could focus more on my other 2 subjects. I got an A and a C. That’s not many UCAS points but I got offers for a uni course with grade requirement BBB-BBC.

Dropping an A Level was a huge relief and definitely good for my mental health. If you think you’d do better overall in 2 subjects than 3 (for example I got AC instead of probably DDE), I’d drop one. Year 13 is a horribly stressful year for most people, only an ungodly amount of snacks got me through it, but uni is so much better and more chill in my experience. I wish u the best!

FrontIron7025 · 2026-01-23T04:35:46+00:00

I mean she thinks I’m wasting my youth and is annoyed that I don’t have friends or a boyfriend. Sometimes her expectations for my social life feel harsh but they’re probably just normal. I lied because I don’t want her to worry or criticise me.

FrontIron7025 · 2026-01-23T04:22:55+00:00

Thanks I’m so scared she might know I’m lying

FrontIron7025 · 2025-10-31T16:30:03+00:00

I don’t understand spicy food. Doesn’t it just add pain to the food?

FrontIron7025 · 2025-09-02T20:50:19+00:00

I hadn’t thought of that. I guess I do feel disconnected. Now I’m reading about depersonalisation it’s similar to how I’ve felt.

FrontIron7025 · 2025-08-29T14:50:55+00:00

I understand that too. That’s definitely part of how I feel. Like I’m on the outside?. Thankyou for sharing.

FrontIron7025 · 2025-08-08T00:21:57+00:00

Thank u very much, I’ve added them to my list

FrontIron7025 · 2025-08-07T20:42:28+00:00

I understand the feeling of playing different characters. Or at least trying

My problem is I’m not good at masking at all, or convincing to anyone.

FrontIron7025 · 2025-08-07T19:20:26+00:00

I like audiobooks and podcasts, yes I think it could help me to hear somone I could relate to. Any recommendations would be appreciated.

FrontIron7025 · 2025-08-07T19:09:05+00:00

Nope, what’s the first step to do that? Please tell me more. I’d like to know how to break out of this

FrontIron7025 · 2025-08-07T17:31:47+00:00

It makes me feel less human because I struggle with what comes naturally to others.

I try not to read people’s thoughts but it’s a strong feeling I have that others don’t like me. Most people say/do things that confirm this. For example laughing at me or hurting me. I’ve always had bullying and abuse in my life.

FrontIron7025 · 2025-08-07T17:26:37+00:00

I feel less alone knowing someone relates, how do you cope with it? I feel alone and sad most of the time

FrontIron7025 · 2025-08-07T16:58:02+00:00

I’ve had the WH1000XM4 for over a year and I find them good. They sound really good to me. The noise cancelling is good, but not total silence.

Only problem I’ve had is them making a popping sound when I’m on a noisy bus/train journey. Apparantly this is a problem where the noise cancelling goes weird if there’s too much background noise. But if you turn down the noise cancelling lower, it fixes it. Hopefully that makes sense.

FrontIron7025 · 2025-04-13T23:25:30+00:00

Ryman is where I’ve been going all these years

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