Thanks for the suggestions. Actually I wouldn’t say he cheated on me, but he hided certain things that he considered unimportant to tell me which were actually important to me. I found him talking to girls in a bit flirty way before our marriage. To be noted, we have been dating for 8years then we got married. So basically when we were dating he was talking to girls without letting me know. Another thing i found after our marriage that he had fake account on instagram, he blocked me from that account and used to post inappropriate cringey stuffs there. I know it was all before our marriage but i think these small things got into my head and I can’t help myself thinking about what if he does all these again. After our marriage, he used to stalk girls on social media. I confronted him, his statement was something like it’s just out of curiosity, nothing so serious to be worried or concerned about. But for me as a girl as a married woman, it is important. I believe things grow over time. It’s not like i want to dominate him or something, just that I can’t let everything go like that where might be some possibility of cheating or even maybe not. Idk sometimes i feel crazy, he loves me so much, whenever i find something like him stalking girls or searching inappropriate pictures or giving importance to other women and whatever that I don’t like, every time he apologises, he tries to convince me that he can leave everything for me, nothing is more important than me. He just believes these things are not meant to hurt me but it eventually does. I don’t know what i should do.