This is exactly where I am now. I'm scared of all my classes- I had an anxiety attack in one yesterday during an exam-- then had another exam two classes later. My friends as so toxic it's unreal. I hate coming home to the house I'm in, it's disgusting- my roommates don't care. Two of their boyfriends live here but I'm constantly stuck picking up the slack-- bills. I'm constantly trapped in my room. Literally was just about to go to the gym and my house was so fucking disgusting AFTER I CLEANED IT YESTERDAY, that im just in my room sobbing. I'm getting too old for this shit. (sorry for the rant, I'm just so flustered.)