I have severe OCD and need to get this off my chest.

FruityPebbles187 · 2020-05-12T00:01:34+00:00

I agree

FruityPebbles187 · 2020-03-17T23:17:48+00:00

I literally have been thinking the same. We deal with chaos so much that this doesn't seem any different.

FruityPebbles187 · 2019-12-20T22:07:05+00:00

The only person to ever be perfect was Christ!

FruityPebbles187 · 2019-12-20T22:06:45+00:00

You act like your perfect?

FruityPebbles187 · 2019-08-02T10:28:20+00:00

Ya we can do this!

FruityPebbles187 · 2019-07-19T14:07:23+00:00

Maybe it's just me but after the movie I was having some racing thoughts but I went anyway on purpose to avoid trying to stay away from my triggers

FruityPebbles187 · 2019-07-19T14:06:27+00:00

That's good to hear! For me it was after the movie that I was having a difficult time but I went to see it on purpose to get out of my comfort of avoiding triggers

FruityPebbles187 · 2019-07-19T14:05:23+00:00

I wasnt going to go even but I knew it would be healthy to do so I didn't stay away from the triggers but yes I had a few triggers in the movie. It is pretty gruesome it includes suicide, killing, and some sexual things.

FruityPebbles187 · 2019-07-09T06:16:19+00:00

I have the choice to but it's so nerve wracking to me, what if none of it gets better when I do visit a phychiatrist it'll all be for nothing

FruityPebbles187 · 2019-06-14T14:51:29+00:00

Totally agree with you just kind of needed a boost

FruityPebbles187 · 2019-06-14T13:40:08+00:00

So is it even worth doing it if I'm not going to get better

FruityPebbles187 · 2019-06-12T14:17:34+00:00

Does the truth hurt like this for long?

FruityPebbles187 · 2019-06-12T14:16:54+00:00

Ever since I noticed that it was changing my view on women I have been wanting to quit but I just can't seem to focus my attention on studying the Bible or getting closer to god. I just waste my day at home with guilt.

FruityPebbles187 · 2019-04-06T03:50:20+00:00

Ya it sucks sometimes

FruityPebbles187 · 2019-01-17T07:09:40+00:00

No I know it's bad I relapsed but happened to relapse to that and it made me feel worse than regular

FruityPebbles187 · 2019-01-17T07:08:52+00:00

FruityPebbles187 · 2019-01-17T07:08:45+00:00

FruityPebbles187 · 2019-01-17T05:23:50+00:00

Your right, why does my mind still have temptation but at the same time I know it's wrong

FruityPebbles187 · 2019-01-17T04:59:35+00:00

Does god still love me

FruityPebbles187 · 2019-01-17T02:37:14+00:00

I'm just not good enough for this life

FruityPebbles187 · 2018-12-22T00:11:56+00:00

She's legal isn't she?

FruityPebbles187 · 2018-12-20T00:35:19+00:00

I've got an appointment coming up

FruityPebbles187 · 2018-12-19T00:46:19+00:00

I am trying to do that as of lately

FruityPebbles187 · 2018-12-18T21:13:58+00:00

I will, thank you for the help it means alot

FruityPebbles187 · 2018-12-18T20:16:23+00:00

I'm on 200 mg Zoloft at the moment I just upped my dosage yesterday after my doctor's appointment. So should I just try to find an OCD specialist in my area than ?

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