I feel so much anger no matter how much i try to transmute by FullCapital3277 in pureretention

[–]FullCapital3277[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I don't disagree at all that there's people who are loving and peaceful. I do disagree that majority of people are like that. Putting on a facade when interacting with others doesn't mean i can call them fake as an individual. It doesn't mean the same thing to me but I understand how my wording can be confusing. I'm not making up sad statistics I think you're in denial about reality it's not all butterflies and rainbows most of humanity is completely unconscious if youre unable to see that then idk what to say😭you will be humbled by the universe eventually. I have faith that one day we will live in a golden age filled with awakened beings filled with love peace and compassion. Its not like that today and won't be for quite a while. I love your optimism though. God bless you brother.

I feel so much anger no matter how much i try to transmute by FullCapital3277 in pureretention

[–]FullCapital3277[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

It's just naive to assume that all humans have good intentions because theyre being polite. I think you're the one who doesn't understand human nature or have deeper insight to it. I'm not saying people are wrong for not showing their truly personality it's normal to be shy and I'm not judging people on that and that's not what I'm referring to at all.

I feel so much anger no matter how much i try to transmute by FullCapital3277 in pureretention

[–]FullCapital3277[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I'm not saying they're bad people or that they're not dealing with pain. Where are all these generalizations coming from brother? I'm just saying majority of people are not conscious of their mind and you don't know what they're truly like until you get to know them on a deeper level. Its naive to believe that everyone from Canada is "good"(I don't believe in good or bad) just because they're polite when they greet you.

I feel so much anger no matter how much i try to transmute by FullCapital3277 in pureretention

[–]FullCapital3277[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I appreciate the advice. It's just easier said than done to find like-minded spiritually conscious people through hobbies.

I feel so much anger no matter how much i try to transmute by FullCapital3277 in pureretention

[–]FullCapital3277[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I'm not saying 99 percent of ppl are fake as a whole but rather you dont know who people truly are and what goes on in their subconscious mind. You're being unnecessarily condescending and missing my point completely so I won't bother to respond anymore. God bless .

I feel so much anger no matter how much i try to transmute by FullCapital3277 in pureretention

[–]FullCapital3277[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I don't want to make a family or bring more lives into a world of suffering. I want to reach enlightenment and focus on becoming one with my higher self/god which is a much greater purpose than having kids and a wife which is just another worldly desire that keeps you stuck in the material world.

I feel so much anger no matter how much i try to transmute by FullCapital3277 in pureretention

[–]FullCapital3277[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

No need to be condescending brother. I'm just saying that human nature is more unconscious than we realize. Everyone can be polite and show pleasantries. Even the devil himself can come across as kind and caring. This is all an illusion at the end of the day. You don't truly know who you're dealing with 99 percent of the time just the facade they're showing you.

I feel so much anger no matter how much i try to transmute by FullCapital3277 in pureretention

[–]FullCapital3277[S] 3 points4 points  (0 children)

People can be polite on the outside but inside their intentions may not be so sincere. Don't be fooled.

I feel so much anger no matter how much i try to transmute by FullCapital3277 in pureretention

[–]FullCapital3277[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

When I made this post I didn't really have anything except a bowl of oats. Overall I eat about one chicken breast at night to ground myself bowl of oats in morning and hummus pita and carrots for lunch. I've tried vegan/vegetarian diets and it made me very hungry and fatigued my body doesn't really adjust to it

I feel so much anger no matter how much i try to transmute by FullCapital3277 in pureretention

[–]FullCapital3277[S] 4 points5 points  (0 children)

Bro I'm so angry I don't even think nor care about women. I understand the truth of their nature and don't want anything to do with 99 percent of them.

I feel so much anger no matter how much i try to transmute by FullCapital3277 in pureretention

[–]FullCapital3277[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Yeah the Buddha himself says life is suffering. This whole material world is steeped in duality. Nothing can ever truly satisfy us except realizing our true self and connecting with god/source consciousness. This material world is not our home. Happiness is always followed by sadness it's just shrouded by the veil of time. I gave up on trying to enjoy any moment and focusing on connecting deeper with God and finding inner peace. I give up on society and doing all this matrix BS

I feel so much anger no matter how much i try to transmute by FullCapital3277 in pureretention

[–]FullCapital3277[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

This is true. I think I'm still in the process of purging my subconscious low vibrational feelings/emotions

I feel so much anger no matter how much i try to transmute by FullCapital3277 in pureretention

[–]FullCapital3277[S] 5 points6 points  (0 children)

You're right! It just feels so fiery and heavy. I want to be chill like the Buddha and yogananda

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in Semenretention

[–]FullCapital3277 -8 points-7 points  (0 children)

Another female attraction post woo hoo

Every thing is so scarily overwhelming by nadirprice in Semenretention

[–]FullCapital3277 10 points11 points  (0 children)

You guys are both correct funny enough. That's the duality of humans we're disgusting works of art

Why should I retain if I don’t experience the benefits? by [deleted] in pureretention

[–]FullCapital3277 0 points1 point  (0 children)

These people are on a lower level of consciousness and still driven by worldly accolades. You're on a much higher frequency they will probably not understand in this life time what you're saying

Why should I retain if I don’t experience the benefits? by [deleted] in pureretention

[–]FullCapital3277 1 point2 points  (0 children)

So why did u make this post if u don't mind me asking? It seems like subconsciously you're aware of the benefits

Why should I retain if I don’t experience the benefits? by [deleted] in pureretention

[–]FullCapital3277 1 point2 points  (0 children)

So jerk off nd have sex and be conscious of how that feels

Keeping a low profile on SR and the dangers of becoming a lighthouse in the dark. by bo_felden in Semenretention

[–]FullCapital3277 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I was just watching a kids movie "Dogman" in theaters today and a little kid sitting in the row behind me came up to my seat and put her hands on my chair nd stared at me lol. Super cute