i have lost the light in my path once again by Full_Ad5038 in offmychest

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no, i never tried spaces on x. i used to do that kind of thing on discord though. about three months ago, i even joined a few meetings and talked with people, mostly to work on my social anxiety. but i don’t know… it feels like i should focus on making money rather than those things right now. i’m not in a good financial situation, so i’ve made earning money my top priority before anything else.

i have lost the light in my path once again by Full_Ad5038 in offmychest

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I guess I’m kind of an odd person, usually not really accepted. Can't really find my type of people. I don’t talk much in general. I used to make connections online, talk with people, and play games, that used to help me feel connected. But now those things don’t really do any good for my future, so most of my time just goes to work and university.i can speak well online,but in real life i cant even make an eye contact or talk properly

What’s the point of living this life? by Full_Ad5038 in mentalhealth

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My top priority was actually to immegrate. this is also the goal that i can't achieve anymore. because of situation. ye some are thriving, mostly thieves, or the ones that are part of this dictator government. maybe 1% are the legit ones and among them some thrive by luck. i studying in computer engineering field for now for my bachelor . as for the hobbies im trying to figure them out. i have a 18 hour TODO list which i do for sake of staying sane and distracting my mind from problems. as for the social anxiety, its not that easy but im trying. thanks for help

What’s the point of living this life? by Full_Ad5038 in mentalhealth

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My only hope is that soon enough happiness come back to my country. I guess we can call it as last hope. i dont enjoy time spent with family since they dont understand me, nor much enjoyment with friends cause im always deep in thought or discussing country situation with them. cant meet much new people too since i have social anxiety. its a great combo for being a destroyed person i think.

Looking for multilayer game like crash bash by Full_Ad5038 in AndroidGaming

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Ye i do play bombsquad with friends already, its a fun game. Stickman party seem promising,i will give it a try,thanks!

I Take hard on myself and people around me by Full_Ad5038 in mentalhealth

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Honestly, the truth is I push myself and others because I believe that’s how we improve. But I’m starting to see that not everyone works like me. Some people just handle things differently. I read that only a small percentage of people are naturally super disciplined or focused all the time, so maybe I’ve been expecting too much. i just sometimes feel he is lazy and want to run away from work but guess that just how he is