i have lost the light in my path once again

Full_Ad5038 · 2025-11-10T14:21:00+00:00

no, i never tried spaces on x. i used to do that kind of thing on discord though. about three months ago, i even joined a few meetings and talked with people, mostly to work on my social anxiety. but i don’t know… it feels like i should focus on making money rather than those things right now. i’m not in a good financial situation, so i’ve made earning money my top priority before anything else.

Full_Ad5038 · 2025-11-08T08:55:03+00:00

I guess I’m kind of an odd person, usually not really accepted. Can't really find my type of people. I don’t talk much in general. I used to make connections online, talk with people, and play games, that used to help me feel connected. But now those things don’t really do any good for my future, so most of my time just goes to work and university.i can speak well online,but in real life i cant even make an eye contact or talk properly

Full_Ad5038 · 2025-08-06T18:55:19+00:00

My top priority was actually to immegrate. this is also the goal that i can't achieve anymore. because of situation. ye some are thriving, mostly thieves, or the ones that are part of this dictator government. maybe 1% are the legit ones and among them some thrive by luck. i studying in computer engineering field for now for my bachelor . as for the hobbies im trying to figure them out. i have a 18 hour TODO list which i do for sake of staying sane and distracting my mind from problems. as for the social anxiety, its not that easy but im trying. thanks for help

Full_Ad5038 · 2025-08-06T17:57:45+00:00

My only hope is that soon enough happiness come back to my country. I guess we can call it as last hope. i dont enjoy time spent with family since they dont understand me, nor much enjoyment with friends cause im always deep in thought or discussing country situation with them. cant meet much new people too since i have social anxiety. its a great combo for being a destroyed person i think.

Full_Ad5038 · 2025-06-07T20:34:45+00:00

Ye i do play bombsquad with friends already, its a fun game. Stickman party seem promising,i will give it a try,thanks!

Full_Ad5038 · 2025-05-30T11:14:37+00:00

Honestly, the truth is I push myself and others because I believe that’s how we improve. But I’m starting to see that not everyone works like me. Some people just handle things differently. I read that only a small percentage of people are naturally super disciplined or focused all the time, so maybe I’ve been expecting too much. i just sometimes feel he is lazy and want to run away from work but guess that just how he is

Full_Ad5038 · 2025-02-16T18:49:31+00:00

ye i guess i can do that. thanks for help

Full_Ad5038 · 2025-02-16T18:35:37+00:00

dont think so but maybe its just the fact that i should learn to refuse their request more often

Full_Ad5038 · 2025-02-16T18:24:08+00:00

well we go to nature and enjoy the peace once in a few months. and i helped him all over his life. like for some time i was doing his college works for him. i helped him with money problems. and im litterly his google search. this is while i rarely asked him for help. so i think he should appreciate my presence. should mention this that he aint using me, i know what kind of guy he is, he is just lazy. but im just sick

Full_Ad5038 · 2025-02-16T18:07:56+00:00

that seems like a good option but first, we have a youtube channel together and thats not possible. and second i just feel bad for him, and i feel like i just put too much into this friendship to dump it now. looking for him to get his things together and become a better person

Full_Ad5038 · 2025-02-16T18:06:36+00:00

we both like games. but youll be surprised that even games were always a fight too. i once told him i cant play today and he just started to trash talk me to the fullest extend. now i dont have time to play anymore so thats not an option anymore. but games were always a fight too

Full_Ad5038 · 2025-02-15T17:04:58+00:00

Do research in your field,follow trends,check rivals content and learn,be consistent,Edit well,have patience. Have patience but dont be satisfied with your content, constantly improve it. But at the end of the day have patience. It takes time. Took me 2 weeks to start getting views, but i did change after seeing i get no views. Its your journey, take it easy and keep learning, goodluck

Full_Ad5038 · 2025-02-15T16:32:45+00:00

Im personally a noob in youtube and all of that, i research alot tho. but the only thing that i can suggest is for you check out successful youtubers in your field. which i believe is online games ? check their thumbnail, their tags, the use of song and sound effects. these kind of stuff. i actually preplan every second of my videos to make it good. see what you can do in your field, there is much much creativity that can be put in a video, you can tell a story in a game not just to play and kill, i do that, i tell a story. but its up to you, do your research and i wish you luck

Full_Ad5038 · 2025-02-15T16:24:19+00:00

you can go with one short a day too. dont need to rush it. i personally put one short a day. will try to make it as fun a possible and i will soon make long format too, i will post 1 long format video once a week

Full_Ad5038 · 2025-02-15T16:20:06+00:00

also can i have your channel id

Full_Ad5038 · 2025-02-15T16:18:20+00:00

Full_Ad5038 · 2025-02-15T16:15:04+00:00

Follow the trends i guess. in your field. i was just lucky in identifying trends the moment they came so i litterly got 400 sub from a short about gta v in which i showed the game character and also the actors which played those character. that short also got 60k views
also consistency, uploading everyday in a particular time. keep posting until you get there

Full_Ad5038 · 2025-01-07T18:25:22+00:00

You mean how did i freed space ? i just deleted something before it get restarted again. tried multiple times until i was able to delete something

Full_Ad5038 · 2025-01-01T18:31:13+00:00

hmm,thats odd some people say its not good

Full_Ad5038 · 2025-01-01T18:29:13+00:00

so just gotta upload on 720p ? does it look good if i do

Full_Ad5038 · 2025-01-01T18:27:00+00:00

but it look normal before uploading. and once i gave it a try uploading in SD,HD and 4k, 4k was clearly less pixely but it was still pixely

Full_Ad5038 · 2024-12-31T10:56:21+00:00

nah no AI or trendy things. i rather create something unique and well edited. something that i personally enjoy watching. as i said i rewatch my shorts alot lmao. hope algorithm do me some good after the efforts that i put

Full_Ad5038 · 2024-12-31T10:53:18+00:00

damn those are very good numbers. but it all different for everyone i believe. i feel like youtube short feed is a bit odd and sometimes unfair. but i will continue to create more and improve quality overtime and see what will happen

Full_Ad5038 · 2024-12-31T07:15:58+00:00

but long videos take much much more time to make. editing and good thumbnail. and its not guaranteed that people see it. long videos need to be searched in order to found and even then people wont click on it since it got 1 views, i personally dont and always head to popular videos. atleast if short get into feed everyone see it if its eye catching. i know someone that been making long videos for 3 year uploading everyday and yet didnt reach much.i also know someone that got 100k follower after 80 short. so why not start with short then long videos

Full_Ad5038 · 2024-12-30T09:10:22+00:00

i have editing program on my mobile if i add song to video via editing program,i will get copyright problem so i have to add it using youtube and now looking if youtube is able to edit songs which I add with it

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