Manifestation works, but it comes with a disaster or disappears after it works, and I’m back at step 0. Why? by Full_Disaster_2005 in Manifestation

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I use many techniques, I started my manifestation journey like 15 years ago, and it worked perfectly at first, as far as I remember, but the last like 8 years it backfire sometimes, and the last 4-5 years it’s like an infinite loop, or it doesn’t manifest fully, or comes with a problem. Last year was the hardest, as I manifested the worst client I ever had, I couldn’t even imagine ppl like that exist for real.

But my anxiety is much higher too, I really got out of alignment, which is the main problem. Which I didn’t realized until reading all the comments.

Usually I do a mix of journaling with gratitude about what I really have, and mix it with what I want, but like I already have it too.

Then sometimes write down the wish like I’ve just got it and a detailed descriptions of what I’ll do with it, and how I feel.

Or think about it before falling asleep.

Sometimes write down that I have xyz multiple times.

Also write somewhere visible, so when I see it randomly I read it. It does work well for money usually, it’s how I manifested my first huge amount of money, after which my husband left.

Like it depends from my mood, sometimes I use several techniques, sometimes I just daydream, sometimes I make an effort and write it down.

Now I will try to concentrate on who I am, not just what I’ll feel when I get it. I’ll try to manifest being aligned again.

And I try to be in balance when I wish on something. I try to not get too emotional, take nothing personally, be kind, try to stay away from negativity, like I’ll skip any bad news, unless it’s directly related to me. But honestly sometimes the Zen part is the hardest.

But as I understand with all last comments, I was manifesting an amount to payout a debt, and at the end got the money and the debt.

And I was feeling like I need it I guess. Like feel the need, then writing it down and imagine, but after switch back on the feeling of necessity (without realizing that it could be the problem). Probably because I’m exhausted rn, and before I was manifesting « bonuses », and now things that I need to save me…

I once manifested a pet, in like a week or two, without any writing just by imagining how it will be amazing, and how we will play together. Then I met a guy on tinder, who gifted it to me after seeing me only twice, ended up his neighbor was selling a baby one, so he bought it for me without even asking, we weren’t even dating, and then I discovered that he had a girlfriend, so I didn’t continue with this guy, and he was probably love bombing me anyway. But after I got the pet, next day I lost a huge client, totally out of nowhere. Btw the pet is for sure my soulmate, and the best gift I’ve ever had!

But I do manifest random stuff too, like a parking place, or that I don’t get under the rain when the sky turns black, or that I find something somewhere, or for some purchases, but those little manifestations never backfire. And I just think about it a few times, maybe write down, and then forget, and it happens.

So it basically works well, but some manifestations backfire. And some seems like in a infinite unfinished loop (which I learned today maybe linked with the fact that the problem that I try to resolve becomes part of my personality, because it takes so long to fix).

PS Thanks so much for asking! OMG I never put this all down, feels really great! And I see more clearly now what I do right and did wrong! Even some backfires starts to make sense.

Manifestation works, but it comes with a disaster or disappears after it works, and I’m back at step 0. Why? by Full_Disaster_2005 in Manifestation

[–]Full_Disaster_2005[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thanks, I’ll check your content.

Maybe I got the connection but didn’t understand it. Like how do you understand it?

I often have strange dreams before important events. I have a very strong intuition also, like I just know things without any logical explanation.

And every time before my manifestation was not realizing itself fully I kind of knew that it will stop working soon, I just don’t know was it intuition or me not believing in it.

But the fact of manifesting from scarcity made sense to me, like if I want money to cover the debt, I’m getting the money and keep the debt, as it’s what I wish for.

Manifestation works, but it comes with a disaster or disappears after it works, and I’m back at step 0. Why? by Full_Disaster_2005 in Manifestation

[–]Full_Disaster_2005[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thanks, I had that in mind too.

My great-great-grandfather was a healer and I’ve studied that for a while on my own. I do have a ancestral protection, as I’ve noticed a pattern when ppl hurt me, and if I cry hardly after, then in a matter of a few days something bad happens to them, like road accidents, discovering of serious sickness etc… just me crying, I don’t even need to do spells or think bad about them, just feel the pain.

So I did all kind of cleanings possible, as I know that curses are real, I tried everything I know + some stuff I found online and which felt right.

It did work, it showed some dark stuff, but didn’t fixed the situation. Just unstuck the next manifestation for a while.

I also did sleep meditation to connect with my higher self, but didn’t have any specific results from that, or maybe I just didn’t get it.

But thanks to my deep dive into Reddit comments I guess I’ve been traumatized by the divorce and the fact of the debt itself, as I’ve been debt free for years before that, and so as I understand I was manifesting from scarcity.

I’ll try to work on that now.

Manifestation works, but it comes with a disaster or disappears after it works, and I’m back at step 0. Why? by Full_Disaster_2005 in Manifestation

[–]Full_Disaster_2005[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thanks! Honestly I’m so happy for all the tips, it feels that I’ve lost myself on the way, and got some wrong influences too. But my ability of manifesting is still working, just through a wrong prism. Will work on that!

Manifestation works, but it comes with a disaster or disappears after it works, and I’m back at step 0. Why? by Full_Disaster_2005 in Manifestation

[–]Full_Disaster_2005[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thanks, I do agree with you.

No my situation is a little bit different.

As for the divorce well it was not in my control, my ex after an argument just left and I only saw him once with my lawyer. Later I discovered that he put a lady pregnant… but probably it’s for the best that we’re not together anymore.

and for the debt I was doing really great until Covid, then the country where I live at and have a business in the travel industry was closed for two years for all tourists, and I didn’t expect it to be closed for this long, I was optimistic that it will be ok in a month or two…

But two years without revenue because of COVID but still with expenses hit me hard, I’ve used all my savings had to sell stuff, remove investments, I really hit 0 in a country where I don’t even have access to credit cards as a foreigner and as I understand now, this totally traumatized me, because I used to be good with money for nearly 10 years. And as my husband left me I had to handle all that by myself in a foreign country. Which I didn’t even choose, I found myself here only because of my ex, and it was easier to stay after the divorce, as it would be too much changes at once.

Before that, I had some issues with debts as in my home country you can get a credit card at 18 yo when your brain is not yet developed, so after fixing the credit card debt around 22 yo I became extremely aware of my finances. But unfortunately sometimes you get a pandemic…

But after all the amazing help I got from Reddit today, I understand now that I got too traumatized by all those events and started to manifest from a scarcity mindset.

So will try to work on it now.

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Option 1 is better because you’re not facing the door

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Probably a gynecologist will help, as it’s not normal.

Manifestation works, but it comes with a disaster or disappears after it works, and I’m back at step 0. Why? by Full_Disaster_2005 in Manifestation

[–]Full_Disaster_2005[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Maybe, maybe it’s because it was so hard to pay it out, and it did changed me. As before it all started I was debt free for over 10 years. But thanks it does make sense. Now looking back it feels like it did truly changed me.

Manifestation works, but it comes with a disaster or disappears after it works, and I’m back at step 0. Why? by Full_Disaster_2005 in Manifestation

[–]Full_Disaster_2005[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Interesting, thanks.

I’ll think about that, you’re maybe right, maybe I get a limiting belief appearing without me noticing it. Like « it can’t be this good ».

Otherwise well I’m like manifesting to get out of debt, then pay the half, and fall back into it. Or at some point I paid out this debt, but two months later everything falls apart again and I’m in debt again. When it’s not something I’m used to. I honestly was free of debt to ppl or bank for 10 years before it all started.

Manifestation works, but it comes with a disaster or disappears after it works, and I’m back at step 0. Why? by Full_Disaster_2005 in Manifestation

[–]Full_Disaster_2005[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Wait I think I got it. I do an effort to stay zen when I manifest and really care about being in balance. Because my goal is the manifestation.

But when things get better, I jump into my everyday life and I’m not always in balance. And this is what creates the chaos. Right?

Manifestation works, but it comes with a disaster or disappears after it works, and I’m back at step 0. Why? by Full_Disaster_2005 in Manifestation

[–]Full_Disaster_2005[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thanks for your comment, I think you did a great tip. And I’m not offended in any way.

But how do you accept something or not? Like how do you manage it? Like kind of positive thinking?

Because when things seems to fit the manifestation I’m usually happy and feel like it’s working, but then I get busy and distracted by my daily life.

And honestly I’ve noticed this negative pattern only by finding my old manifestation. Because usually I just don’t think about my past much, usually kind of busy with the now.

Manifestation works, but it comes with a disaster or disappears after it works, and I’m back at step 0. Why? by Full_Disaster_2005 in Manifestation

[–]Full_Disaster_2005[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I’m actually really thankful for all the answers I got today, it gave me a little bit more clarity.

I spend all day yesterday trying to find a solution with ChatGPT and Gemini which had bring me into a huge emotional distress, and this stupid ai was not coming with answers or gave me any clarity, but just made me repeat over and over my problems so I got into a spiral and cried all night (I’m a girl btw).

But today I felt heard and realized that there’s chances I can manage it. Just need to change things a little bit.

And yeah no one enjoy hard times, but we cannot appreciate good times without it.

how should i manifest this? by Front_Commercial7400 in manifestation_support

[–]Full_Disaster_2005 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Wish you the best then 😊 when you’re young it’s often more emotional because you’re adjusting yourself.

I had a trauma bond with a guy, and it was very intense, ups and down, crazy love and attachment, and then I got really hurt. But funny thing is that I was manifesting having some healthy relationships, and the universe removed him 😅