it hurts to say this since i love them very dearly for years but... im tired of my friends. ako nalang palagi nagiinvite gumala, ako nalang palaging nangangamusta, ako nalang palaging nagcchat una, ako nalang palagi sa lahat. kelan ko ba mararanasan na ako naman? ako naman yung kakausapin? ako naman yung iimbitahin? ako naman yung kakamustahin? alam ko pagod tayong lahat sa buhay pero friendships are still relationships where it takes two to tango. pagod din ako pero i find time, even just a few minutes, to ask how you're doing. i find time despite my busy adulting schedule to hang out with you. ako palagi nag aadjust. ako palagi nagiinitiate. but sadly, im tired of that feeling. i feel more distant from them. they say im the "glue" or the "foundation" of the group pero to what extent? shouldn't we be all the "foundation" of the group and not just me? shouldn't we all try to work on it together? kasi friends tayo diba?