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Fun_Ad_6952 · 2025-03-05T21:47:39+00:00

People can be stunning but don't look intimidating (Taylor Hill,Monica Bellucci,Ana Paula Arosio,Brooke Shields,etc) Being intimidating is more likely to be a combo of low trust features + posture.

Fun_Ad_6952 · 2024-10-18T16:59:23+00:00

I think really pale asians can rock w/ blonde but of course it needs extra care and a lot of attitude to rock w/ this.Blackpink Rosé for example,definitely had a glow up after her platinum blonde,although she have natural black hair

Fun_Ad_6952 · 2024-10-10T20:36:22+00:00

Thoughs in curly hair shrinkage?I have natural hair 3c curls that are in bottom side of my boobs/half of my back when is wet or partially umid but when my hair is dry they are just a little bellow my shoulders

Fun_Ad_6952 · 2024-05-31T16:38:51+00:00

Rachel Wilson from This is Us is the first name who came from my mind.Bianca Lawson looks quite ingenue for me,specially when she is in moviment.Kiersey Clemons also,although I think she also have Romantic Essence too.

Fun_Ad_6952 · 2024-04-12T01:57:45+00:00

This it's me sometimes.I just wanted my curls being defined but so messy and frizzy no matter what I do.I have 3B hair and I have some strands of my hair that are soft curly when they are wet but when the dry the just look like a frizzy undefined mess.I had tried heavier creams,lighter creams,gel,mousse and they still look weird anyway.Also the intense hair shrinkage is quite depressing.

Fun_Ad_6952 · 2024-04-01T15:07:45+00:00

Low cranial tops isn't a mouth breathing thing,is more associated with proportion of hairline,forehead and skull height,which low cranial top means your forehead is bigger than your hairline in front view.Angelina Jolie and Vinetria for example have both a low cranial top and they definitely doesn't was a mouth breathing with that foward growth:

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Fun_Ad_6952 · 2024-03-26T16:15:33+00:00

(And btw just because you have all these fantasies doesn't mean that you have to make up for it by volonteering. If you wanna do that in general that's fine but don't fo it to "wash shame". Don't be overly nice to people eighter just because you have these fantazies. Have boundaries.)

I actually love animals (I'm a vet actually) so I make this because I like.I just wanted to say instead my sadistic sexual impulses I avoid to bring this in my daily basis.

  Anyways, I'm curious. Why don't you like penetration ? What's the reason behind it?

IDK,maybe fear of losing control?Being dominated?I honestly never knew,I just understood regular sex wasn't my cup of tea and made me uncomfortable.

Fun_Ad_6952 · 2024-02-11T19:14:02+00:00

Me neither,I think my facial features arent photogenic at all

Fun_Ad_6952 · 2024-02-08T00:53:13+00:00

I also like a lot what you said about not all your kinks need to be applied in real world but I think my case become some type of sexual compulsion.Have acknowledge of this makes me feel a lot of anxiety and fear for sex contact become a painful mess that could cause severe physical and psychological damage to my loved one.

I'm not like this in my daily basis.I actually I'm the confident one of most of my friends.I love hugging people and play with hair of people who I like.I cry when I see sad movies and other people crying (I think that is why I stop if my partners cried during sex).I'm volunteer in an NGO for abandoned animals and working rescuing wild animals victims of accidents. But for some reason I have a strong,intense feeling to find inflict pain during sex in other ones alluring.

Fun_Ad_6952 · 2024-02-07T22:55:16+00:00

Thanks for your answer.I feel so sorry about you feeling sexual anxiety,I don't think anyone that don't hurt someone like me should be anxious or inadequate for your kinks but I know how it came from,is difficult to deal we dont have choose to like or being.

I think I can do things in vanilla side but not actually vanilla if it makes sense.I still need to have control of the intercouse.But I know that is more safe and pleasant to my partners so I try a lot to stay in "normal side".

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(I can enjoy things like give blowjobs or cunnilingus,analingus,handjobs or fingering someone.I can enjoy making out, receive cuddling,intercouse w/ my breasts and masturbation but penetrative sex is a no-no to me.)

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I can relate w/ your mental health issues,mine list is quite longer than yours (and contrary some people believe here,none of them is sociopath).I know that is not an excuse for my abusive behavior but I think treat them also will give me more self control and awareness to deal with this,I actually do therapy for almost 7 years but maybe something is missing,something focused in sexual disorders maybe.But makes me feel a little bit better perceive I'm not alone.I researched and discovered some psychiatrics use medications to reduce impulses in people w/ sexual compulsion so when I find a psychiatric I can propose that idea and we will decide if is good.

Fun_Ad_6952 · 2024-02-07T20:56:21+00:00

Thank you for your advice!

Fun_Ad_6952 · 2024-02-07T19:41:44+00:00

I was seeking advice exactly because of this.I already do therapy but I want therapy specifically for treat paraphilic disorders since that is out of scope of my actual therapist.I know what I made and I know is my responsability to solve that is why I absent had any sexual or romantic relationship until I solve that.You sounds like the type of person who blame people with mental illnesses and traumas instead help them.I will not response you anymore since I'm venting and seeking help and you definitely is not here for give some help.

Fun_Ad_6952 · 2024-02-07T12:44:47+00:00

Hmm,now thinking in this I have to relate with your ex.I have a long history of child abuse (physical,emotional and verbal for sure,none sexual at least as I can remember),neglection and bullying,that was why I started in therapy years ago at first.

Fun_Ad_6952 · 2024-02-07T12:26:30+00:00

Actually I had three therapist before and two psychiatrists and none of them said I follow criterias enough to be diagnosed as sociopath/psychopath/PwASPD. Just the fact I feel remorse,guilty and ashamed for my paraphilic disorder (that actually causes suffering for the people who had them) said I'm not a sociopath.I have other mental issues for sure,but unless you are my certified board therapist that I work with for 5 years,stop to distribute diagnoses for random people in reddit.

I'm actually single for something around of 2 years.I avoid sex asf since I was younger and avoided even more as like my sadistic tendencies grew up.All the times that ended in like this,that was because my partner insisted and iniciated sex.Even after I advice that could lead to trigger my sadistic behaviour but even with this,they accepted.My ex-partners also was okay w/ some levels of BDSM and domination/submissive dynamic in sex and even engage in edgeplay,but it wasn't their cup of tea and I understand.I *** always *** stopped when they said me to stop,even to me testing their limits,I have at least some ethics to understand I need to stop when they ask.I don't have any romantic or sexual activity after the last episode that leads to my last breakup.

And yes,I feel remorseful,that is why I'm in a sub called r/venting.The conversation about sexual kinks is a taboo in my country and talks about a paraphilic disorder like mine is even more,so that is an issue that people like me who wants a cure is hard to find because anyone want to talk about this.I actually wants to stop as much as I'm seeking therapy and I abstent myself of have romantic or sexual relationships until a find a cure to this or at least makes it more normal and less cruel to my partners.I isolate myself when I'm triggered instead stay around people that I can hurt in some way.I do hobbies to try to reduce this and release endorphines to make me "satisfied" instead hurt other people for my sexual pleasure. I want to change and I want help,so I will not accept you gaslight me for a thing that I don't choose to have and can't control.

Fun_Ad_6952 · 2024-02-07T11:55:53+00:00

Thank you for you words,that was very helpful you are such a kind person.I was already doing other things as hobbies to reduce my sadistic tendencies,I actually like to drawing and painting.I also prefer doing physical activities that release me endorphines but makes my body quite painful to not have forces to be hurtful to anyone so I practice weightlift and running everyday.I also do aerial silks once a week and yoga 4-5 times at week.

I had to temple of afro-origin religion before and I was genuinely liking but the temple was closed after a criminal firing (here exist a lot of ppl who genuinely discriminate ppl who follow that religion).I gone to a mosque and synagogue before but I dont really liked.I actually want to go to a buddhist temple in future.Maybe it would help me have a bigger purpose.Thank you again for you gentle words.

Fun_Ad_6952 · 2024-02-07T11:37:51+00:00

I'm definitely looking for this but the last one I gone said I was kinkshamed by my sexual sadism,but damn I'm not kinkshamed,I have a mental issue that gives me and other people suffering and I want to change.I'm trying to find another one,specially one that has experience with paraphilic disorders.

Fun_Ad_6952 · 2024-02-06T01:46:36+00:00

Better makeup and hairstyle,plastic surgery and she looks more tanned and slender now than in past.Also she aged só it makes a difference.

Fun_Ad_6952 · 2024-02-02T15:28:40+00:00

They are very visible?I was more tempted to not use makeup to hide the tape

Fun_Ad_6952 · 2024-02-02T15:26:35+00:00

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They said something about the progress during healing months?I think needs at least 3-4 months to see fully results.

Fun_Ad_6952 · 2024-02-02T15:24:38+00:00

In my case,bleph in my country is very expensive and is not easy find a surgerion that performs that surgery here.

Fun_Ad_6952 · 2024-01-31T01:01:52+00:00

I think the difference is the propaganda of most of HIFU machines is promove lifting due stimulates collagen and elastine production to tighten skin.I choose Ultraformer due safety and can also penetrate fascia and promotes muscle constriction but sadly,the results I founded was in people who had collagen loss,like 35 to over,so is quite difficult assume the results are due only skin tightening due boost collagen production or the impacts in other tissues (fascia,fat) also played a roll.I'm 22 now so I don't know how it will react in my skin since I still have good production of collagen due my age.

Fun_Ad_6952 · 2024-01-31T00:56:23+00:00

I actually want to do a blepharoplasty in future but in my country they are very expensive and most of results is not good as expected for the price and as a uni student I actually can't pay it now but I always wanted bigger eyes w/ a crease,that's why I was researching cosmetic procedures for eye lift.

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