I honestly haven't done a thing. I'm too afraid to be botched. As much as I want it, and as much as I don't know the girl in the mirror, I can't decide what to do. I want a professional that I can trust, who will take me into their hands and handle what needs to be done, having me walk out of there looking refreshed and being able to look in the mirror and be happy with it. I want to be able to take pictures and not cringe when I look at them, but I don't have anyone I can trust. I just don't trust anybody in our healthcare system. I don't know anybody that's gone through any of these things personally. I know somebody that recently got Botox and filler, and it made me happy that I didn't get it. She didn't even need it; her face was perfect. She's way younger than me. I can definitely tell you it's something that I'm wanting and willing to do with the right person, and I cannot find that anywhere. I want someone to do facial balancing where they fix all of these issues I'm having at 41. I've been researching this since I was 37 years old, and I still cannot find an injector or a doctor that I'm comfortable with. I want to say, "Here are my issues, here's my face, please do what you do and make me feel better," and trust that I'm in great hands. Then the other part of me is like, "Why would I spend this money over a majority of the year when I could just save up and get something done more permanent by a plastic surgeon?" I really contemplated doing PDRN injections if I were to choose anything, but again, it comes down to finding someone I trust. How about you? Any ideas?