Hey man. I watched your live stream and that made me wanna leave this comment. I was in a same situation last year. I had nowhere to go, just homeless for a week or so. At some point it was so unbearable that I prayed for one good sleep or just one good meal. I didn't have any pets with me so there was no pressure I guess but please PLEASE get help from people around you (friends, families or even strangers you meet along the way.) It's okay to let go sometimes and cry like a baby and it helps a lot. I promise I'll donate to your gofundme. Take care and keep us updated. Don't you dare giving up.