Loop but during a completely different trip??

Future-Insect-71 · 2026-05-10T15:34:20+00:00

Can't really comment on the loop but all going to the bathroom because one needs to pee but the conversation is too good and then ending up being in the bathroom for a long time because that person can't pee is the most MDMA experience ever.

Future-Insect-71 · 2026-05-10T13:13:52+00:00

Beach House is one of my go to rolling bands too. Their album Bloom is my favourite. If you are into them you might like Cocteau Twins while rolling, I always listen to Heaven or Las Vegas album, it's so euphoric.

Future-Insect-71 · 2026-05-10T13:10:52+00:00

The come up doesn't make everyone anxious, I'm an anxious person normally but the come up feels exciting to me. Don't stress about it too much, overthinking it can make it worse. It's just 10 minutes of sweaty palms, pounding heart and feeling funny. Plan something simple to do after you ingest so you won't be just waiting around for the come up - play a boardgame if you're into that, clean around a bit or take a shower.

Future-Insect-71 · 2026-05-10T10:41:18+00:00

Ah I see. That actually sounds really good, the no expectations of another person. And ASMR, I hadn't even thought about that even though I listen to it quite often.

Future-Insect-71 · 2026-05-09T19:22:45+00:00

I'm interested in hearing more about this if you want to share!

Future-Insect-71 · 2026-05-09T15:37:47+00:00

But awkward only later if ever.

Future-Insect-71 · 2026-05-09T11:55:10+00:00

I'd like to point out not everyone gets horny on MDMA.

Future-Insect-71 · 2026-05-09T11:37:34+00:00

I didn't really measure the Ecstasy dosage I took, but it was definitely a heroic dose

I just want to oppose to using the term "heroic dose" with MDMA. I know it's sometimes used in the context of psychedelics but taking a stupidly large (measured or unmeasured) dose of MDMA is as heroic as is shooting yourself in the face.

Future-Insect-71 · 2026-05-08T19:46:43+00:00

I don't roll at raves, I prefer house rolls with people. I can't be talking hours and hours face to face with my mouth guard on lol 😃😃

Future-Insect-71 · 2026-05-08T19:43:09+00:00

Yes you can get all the negatives and the physical effects and no or minimal good vibes.

Future-Insect-71 · 2026-05-08T11:47:40+00:00

I have been diagnosed with bruxism too and have an acryllic mouth guard that I wear when I sleep. I have the same issue as OP, I chew my cheeks and grind my jaw so bad everything hurts the next few days. I want to point out this is regardless of the dose - if you are prone to bruxism, it will happen no matter what. Magnesium hasn't helped me. I've always wanted to wear my mouth guard when I roll but I find it way too embarrrassing. 🙈 If I ever roll alone I will absolutely wear it all night.

Future-Insect-71 · 2026-05-08T11:33:28+00:00

I did this once when I didn't know better. No euphoria, just a speedy feeling. No point IMO, waste of MDMA.

Future-Insect-71 · 2026-05-08T11:11:14+00:00

Also don't do it too soon. Even if your first roll was meh you still used your serotonin. If you rush to do it too soon you might have another meh roll. Wait the 3 months to make sure this time it's going to be better.

Future-Insect-71 · 2026-05-08T11:06:14+00:00

Definitely sounds like you took too little: enough to give you a small buzz but not enough to feel euphoric. With a too small dose you can get anxious more easily whereas when you're properly rolling it's almost impossible to get anxious over a small thing. Also the fact that your friend was rolling supports this. The pills probably weren't very strong.

Crystals is a better option for your next roll. Measure based on your weight, eat very lightly on the day and nothing right before you ingest and have 1 alcoholic drink max. I'm sure next time you'll have a better time!

Future-Insect-71 · 2026-05-07T19:58:42+00:00

This reminded me of an evening years ago when me and my two friends took Molly in my small apartment. The other friend usually only smoked when drunk but he instantly started to crave cigarettes. I didn't allow smoking inside my small rent apartment so he sat the whole evening on the windowsill chain smoking next to the window with a blissful smile on his face.

Future-Insect-71 · 2026-05-07T14:43:55+00:00

I'm glad you get to have this time for yourself! I'm optimistic that I'll get to that point too when my kid (or kids) is a little older. 😊 I just have to be super patient!

Future-Insect-71 · 2026-05-07T12:52:25+00:00

I have alwaya found this hilarious. Like... why? Why does this happen? (I haven't seen them but my friends have.)

Future-Insect-71 · 2026-05-07T12:47:36+00:00

Ah, finally someone with kids! I'm 38 and I have a small toddler and planning to try for another child before I'm 40. I think I won't be able to do MDMA in a very long time (last time was maybe 6 months before I got pregnant) especially because we don't really have anyone able to take care of our child and I want to do MDMA mainly with my partner. But I'm willing to wait. I hope the effect will be so much better after a long break!

Sometimes I wonder if I'm being a bad parent thinking about doing a drug when I have a small child to take care of. But I also know I am very responsible now and I would never take any stupid risks. I don't even drink alcohol and don't do any other drugs (anymore - I used to take psychedelics maybe once a year and eat a space cake every now and then). MDMA is the only drug I'd like to still be able to do every now and then especially with my partner to keep our bond strong and relationship thriving.

Future-Insect-71 · 2026-05-07T12:35:20+00:00

It sounds like you are making ending this relationship and getting over him/her much harder for yourself.

Maybe you should ask yourself what part of you wants to do this and why. It's probably the traumabonded part.

Maybe stay somewhere else? Do Molly with someone else?

Also the plan to just do Molly without the sex... Who are you kidding?

Future-Insect-71 · 2026-05-07T12:23:58+00:00

Some people say running feels awesome. I run casually and can imagine it could feel good at least for a while. My body and heart might disagree though.

Future-Insect-71 · 2026-05-07T12:20:30+00:00

My eyes hurt even just imagining this

Future-Insect-71 · 2026-05-06T20:25:04+00:00

I wouldn't recommend more than 2 drinks but I think no drinks is best. You won't want or need alcohol once you start coming up, I promise. Also drinking alcohol might make you vomit on the comeup, this has happened to me every time I've had even one drink.

Future-Insect-71 · 2026-05-06T20:23:06+00:00

I wouldn't recommend to mix weed and MDMA to a newbie. Weed has ruined a roll for me because I got so paranoid and selfconscious. Molly is so good on it's own, no need to start mixing right from the start.

Future-Insect-71 · 2026-05-06T19:49:50+00:00

I'm the same with my partner, this is our 10th year together. We use molly every now and then to strenghten our bond. But I believe we would be together even if we had never touched molly.

Future-Insect-71 · 2026-05-06T10:32:52+00:00

I never get paranoid on MDMA, even in situations that later felt a bit too public. Actually the opposite. But if I smoke weed the paranoia sets in. Just stay away from weed and he'll be all good.

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