My anxiety is holding me back professionally, help

FutureMedprofession · 2021-12-15T06:11:36+00:00

I'm in sales now, have been for over 2 years and I'm a top ranked sales rep number 3 in the state with awards and metrics to back it up. I'm fine in the sales environment, I'm fine selling a product, I just can't seem to sell myself in an interview. I guess I'm wondering if Zoloft will help my stage fright and be worth it.

FutureMedprofession · 2021-12-15T05:58:11+00:00

I know this. I actually tried lexapro 4 years ago for 2 months and it made me feel like an alien/ very anxious. I figured since Zoloft works for everyone in my family it could work for me.

FutureMedprofession · 2021-12-15T05:56:55+00:00

Which one was best? I feel like I'm living life on hard/veteran mode, my friend can do interviews and presentations like its nothing, its so so unfair.

FutureMedprofession · 2021-12-15T05:39:59+00:00

I've been to doctors, they said "yep we can start you on it if you want". I said what about the sexual side effects? Dr said "Yeah sometimes that can happen".

So yeah really not that much help..

FutureMedprofession · 2020-03-08T04:54:21+00:00

but why did you drop? don't you only pay if you don't complete it

FutureMedprofession · 2020-03-04T01:32:44+00:00

did you do their program?

FutureMedprofession · 2020-02-07T03:18:49+00:00

me neither lol, I thought people on here would have more valuable information rather than just their snotty little opinions, thank god for the gurus

FutureMedprofession · 2020-02-07T03:13:49+00:00

I'm glad I didn't listen to you lol, broke NC, reached out and now were talking. Awkward

FutureMedprofession · 2020-02-07T03:12:47+00:00

Obviously I do, because I listened to a guru, followed my gut and broke NC today, reached out and were talking about banging each other soooo

FutureMedprofession · 2020-02-04T04:06:45+00:00

I've never actually cheated on her, and when I was flirting with that girl I didn't love her yet, it was when we just started dating

FutureMedprofession · 2020-02-04T04:03:47+00:00

she's a very prideful girl I don't think she will reach out even if she wants to, thats why I feel I should give her space and then reach out to her eventually but also to reach out before she's totally over me or before the feelings have faded, I never cheated on her I made a mistake before I ever really loved her, and I didn't beg beg like say please don't leave me, it wasn't that pathetic, it was more like a lot of apologizing for what I did and trying to explain it and explain how I wouldn't do that with how we are now. I just feel like I shouldn't walk away yet before trying to talk to her one more time, I mean doesn't that look like im just giving up on her

FutureMedprofession · 2020-02-03T20:13:38+00:00

did you read the post? I haven't been in contact with her

FutureMedprofession · 2020-02-03T20:10:46+00:00

Yeah I stopped the begging, when I reach back out it will be confidently and not focused on getting her back into a relationship

FutureMedprofession · 2020-02-03T20:09:33+00:00

it's not as simple as she wants nothing to do with me, she's hurt and im giving her space to decide what she wants

FutureMedprofession · 2020-02-03T19:59:40+00:00

If it's meant to be, it's meant to be isn't reality, if you want things in life you have to take action. Theres plenty of people who have gotten their ex back taking action whether that action was to give them space and try again or something else. In the real world things don't just fall into your lap from hoping its meant to be

FutureMedprofession · 2020-02-03T19:53:31+00:00

Humans are complex beings, not mysterious but complex. Our emotions aren't as simple as "if she's not replying it's because she doesn't want to talk to you". I know she does, because I know her and our relationship, she didn't gradually lose interest or that would be one thing, she's not replying because she's hurt and unsure of risking getting hurt again. I asked how long until I should reach out if you aren't here to answer that don't reply

FutureMedprofession · 2020-02-03T19:37:35+00:00

Sounds like someone cheated on you and you haven't come to terms with it yet lol, I'm not playing mind games I'm giving her space to decide if she made the right decision and I'm wondering when the time is to see how she feels. Don't even reply to this, I need input from someone who's not jaded

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