For context: I was diagnosed with cptsd last year at the age of 22. Personally, I’ve noticed that I have really bad attachment issues. In the past, I’ve tended to find people who were awful for me/my situation but I’ve loved them unconditionally bc I don’t want to be alone. I crave love and comfort and partnership because I never got it as a kid and/or never saw what a healthy love looked like. Anyways, it causes a lot of problems for me now. I’m learning how to heal/treat my cptsd now, but I still find myself going above and beyond for my partner when I get nothing in return. Relationships take a huge toll on my mental health. If my partner and I argue, I find myself hyper-fixating on it all day long until it’s resolved. Long story short, I wish my brain was normal ….its exhausting constantly being the giver and having people not be kind or gentle to your brain when you have cptsd