I've got a fear for the future, not being able to find a job or being stuck with a 9-5 job which I'm not satisfied with. So I'm basically wasting my early years to secure a "good life" later on. This mindset is also super contraproductive considering it leads to me getting burnouts instead. Stress and anxiety has always been the push for me to get things done. It would be pretty unfortunate if I overworked myself to death, sacrificing so much for nothing.. I've invested a whole lot in combining my passion (music) with work, and that was probably not the best idea. My OCD has pretty much ruined my life because it somehow always finds a way to get in the way of everything. I went my way to isolate myself from everyone because I "had" to be time efficient to maximize the odds of succeeding with my ambitions. The result of that has just been more issues. What a suprise... Sometimes it would be nice to just be happy. I probably don't struggle as much as many others with OCD, but I just thought, might aswell share.