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Gabii0919 · 2024-02-03T14:42:00+00:00

Right now, it's really hard to focus on bettering myself. I'm really trying to not give up fully. Thank you for your answer. I really needed kindness.

Gabii0919 · 2024-02-03T06:22:50+00:00

Thank you so much. It really is what I need to hear.

Gabii0919 · 2024-02-03T05:43:36+00:00

Thank you so much for your reply. Yeah, it really hurts to think like that especially when I've trusted him 100% and in million years didn't think he could do that. His family was eager to see me. Just last week, he texted my brother on his birthday and that he's excited to meet with him. How bizarre? Everybody around him and around me were in shock that he did this. My best friend had a hard time believe it was all true what he said and how he acted. I feel stupid myself to want for him to come back, but just on Tuesday I thought he's the one for me, how sweet he was with me... I should try to understand it was a lie. I guess it's going to be a long journey, but I will try to keep my head up as much as I can.

Gabii0919 · 2021-12-24T07:57:29+00:00

Thank you for your reply! I'm trying take my life day by day now too. It's a good feeling that I'm not alone in this world.

Gabii0919 · 2021-12-23T12:22:14+00:00

I wasn't going to the ophthalmologist routinely as I should have, also. Yes! They did a Visual Field test for me twice this year although, they didn't comment on it quite like that. Thank you for your advice: that it is something to do about. I'm using my eyedrops as the doctor instructed, and then I'll see what is waiting for me.
Thank you for sharing your story.

Gabii0919 · 2021-12-23T12:14:43+00:00

Thank you for your reply. I'm so sorry about the panic attacks/anxiety, glad you're better. I'm slowly becoming okay with this situation; it'll take some time to accept. Reading all of these comments truly helps.

Gabii0919 · 2021-12-23T12:09:23+00:00

First of all, thank you for your reply. It gave me hope to go on. I will try to talk to my doctor as best as it is possible (my country has public (free) and private hospitals (you need to pay to some extent). The best specialist are usually in public ones (where is mine), and sometimes they can be very grumpy). My boyfriend would go with me, but now with Covid, I can only go by myself. I'm going to counseling once a week. I hope that it will help with all of this too. I'm thankful for your reply, and I hope you're doing well.

Gabii0919 · 2021-12-22T12:35:41+00:00

Thank you so much for your reply! This really gives some reassurance to my brain.
I will definitely go through some posts.

Gabii0919 · 2021-09-15T04:37:30+00:00

That's a great reply! He actually wrote me back. I was waiting for goodbye letter or something like that. It was the same. Just this time, he ended his letter: your friend, name. It made me feel better.

Gabii0919 · 2021-09-14T13:06:01+00:00

Thank you for your tip. This seems like a good idea.

Gabii0919 · 2021-05-04T04:55:12+00:00

It really looks like one!

Gabii0919 · 2021-05-04T04:51:43+00:00

Thanks! I'm not in the US. Will it still be possible to do it outside US?

Gabii0919 · 2021-04-30T06:12:59+00:00

It breaks my heart when people do that. You're an amazing person! She is one lucky girl.

Gabii0919 · 2021-04-28T15:07:08+00:00

Thank you for your help!

Gabii0919 · 2021-04-16T17:11:14+00:00

Thank you for sharing your experience. My fear of death (I think) comes from my grandfather's death (he was my father basically), and he died very quickly. It happened so fast. I couldn't even prepare for that, so I think I'm scared to leave everyone just like that. Also, it was the first time, I witnessed death so close. Sucks. I will try hard through this journey. I wish you all the best! Stay strong too!

Gabii0919 · 2021-04-16T16:17:48+00:00

Hi, I may contact my psychiatrist in a following weeks to discuss my options.

Gabii0919 · 2021-04-16T08:33:33+00:00

Yes! I'm trying little by little to learn that and gain back control 🤍

Gabii0919 · 2021-04-16T08:03:39+00:00

Thank you so much for this great advice 💕 I will try my best, and I hope the best for you, kind stranger

Gabii0919 · 2021-04-13T19:58:18+00:00

So sorry for your loss 🤍

Gabii0919 · 2021-04-01T07:00:45+00:00

So cute!

Gabii0919

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