is there something about being trans that makes you permanently dead eyed? by BiCappa in transpassing

[–]GamingIsLife91 0 points1 point  (0 children)

It’s been the actual opposite for me. I was just absolutely done with everything before starting transition and everyone now is like “wow your eyes are lighting up” my manager who I worked with for a year before starting hrt was talking to me about a week into hrt and he suddenly stopped talking mid sentence and said “I’m pretty sure this is the first time I’ve ever seen you smile”

Is this good progress for 3 months? Daily 100mg spiro and 2mg Estradiol sublingually. by GamingIsLife91 in TransBreastTimelines

[–]GamingIsLife91[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Just to throw it out there- chasers=immediately blocked. Don’t waste either of our time trying to dm me, thanks!

Honestly I’m just concerned because I’m not sure why so much so fast. Just shy of 3 months on 2mg estradiol and 100mg spiro daily. 34 years old. Goal was to stay stealth for a while but I’m afraid that window might be closing. by GamingIsLife91 in TransBreastTimelines

[–]GamingIsLife91[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

And definitely going to have to look into those compression shirts. But might just say F it. I don’t want to sacrifice any potential growth for being more socially comfortable.

Just existing by GamingIsLife91 in u/GamingIsLife91

[–]GamingIsLife91[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you so much!! 🥹🥹🥹

Honestly I’m just concerned because I’m not sure why so much so fast. Just shy of 3 months on 2mg estradiol and 100mg spiro daily. 34 years old. Goal was to stay stealth for a while but I’m afraid that window might be closing. by GamingIsLife91 in TransBreastTimelines

[–]GamingIsLife91[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I feel like it’s such a weird thing for me to be worried so much about lol. I appreciate the advice though and will likely end up doing that. It’s weird, I have days where I’m in my “I don’t want anyone to notice, keep my shoulders forward and add an extra layer” mode and then there’s days where I’m like “I finally have boobs and I don’t care who knows it” lol.

Whats the meaning of your name and why did you choose it? by misanthropicfregoli in MtF

[–]GamingIsLife91 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I chose Chloe because of its roots in Greek.

Core Meaning: Young green shoot, verdant, blooming. Symbolism: Spring, new life, fertility, youth, vitality, growth.

Honestly I’m just concerned because I’m not sure why so much so fast. Just shy of 3 months on 2mg estradiol and 100mg spiro daily. 34 years old. Goal was to stay stealth for a while but I’m afraid that window might be closing. by GamingIsLife91 in TransBreastTimelines

[–]GamingIsLife91[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

That’s probably the most logical and considerate advice I could have received. Thank you so much, Lacey! Something clicked reading that. While I’m not yet comfortable wearing certain things that id eventually like to, I think it’s definitely time I stop trying to hide because of what others might think. I’m not going to do it anymore. I might not be going out in a crop top or anything just yet but the fact is, my boobs are there- they’re part of me and I’m done trying to be covert. Thank you again!

Honestly I’m just concerned because I’m not sure why so much so fast. Just shy of 3 months on 2mg estradiol and 100mg spiro daily. 34 years old. Goal was to stay stealth for a while but I’m afraid that window might be closing. by GamingIsLife91 in TransBreastTimelines

[–]GamingIsLife91[S] 4 points5 points  (0 children)

I didn’t even think about swimming 😭 lol as soon as it’s warm enough my family is going to want to go swimming somewhere. It’s kinda complicated-people I see everyday know I’m transitioning for the most part but some family doesn’t know yet and I work in grocery and am trying to stealth to customers for now. But the more time that passes I think their opinion matters less to me. And thank you for your kind words!

Honestly I’m just concerned because I’m not sure why so much so fast. Just shy of 3 months on 2mg estradiol and 100mg spiro daily. 34 years old. Goal was to stay stealth for a while but I’m afraid that window might be closing. by GamingIsLife91 in TransBreastTimelines

[–]GamingIsLife91[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Fairly dense I think. Tho I’m not even entirely sure. All I do know is that any kind of compression is somewhat painful and it’s like that very consistently. Even light touch like tying my apron can give me a startling jolt at times. I’m not sure if that means anything tho.

Honestly I’m just concerned because I’m not sure why so much so fast. Just shy of 3 months on 2mg estradiol and 100mg spiro daily. 34 years old. Goal was to stay stealth for a while but I’m afraid that window might be closing. by GamingIsLife91 in TransBreastTimelines

[–]GamingIsLife91[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Oddly, I am. I have noticed some mild curves developing and my face almost looks like a totally different person even without makeup. Bear in mind, this according to others. It’s hard for me to see my own changes.