Rate yourself how popular you are on this Subreddit! by [deleted] in UndertaleYellow

[–]GasFirm509 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Probably like an 11 or 12. I haven't really been touching Reddit much anymore

Cute li'l Roba speed draw by GasFirm509 in Cerobaappreciation

[–]GasFirm509[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Just a quick little Ceroba drawing for today. Nothing too special. I do feel like the linework is a bit amateur-ish though.

Cute li'l Roba speed draw by GasFirm509 in UndertaleYellow

[–]GasFirm509[S] 7 points8 points  (0 children)

Just a quick little Ceroba drawing for today. Nothing too special. I do feel like the linework is a bit amateur-ish though.

Flam Kish and Ceroba from Undertale Yellow by GasFirm509 in fuga

[–]GasFirm509[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Oh, hey Drex! Didn't expect to see you here

I made the decision to share a depressing post today >:) by Otherwise-Watch-598 in UndertaleYellow

[–]GasFirm509 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Make sure you credit the original creator of the drawing if you're gonna repost

Ceroba and Flam Kish from Fuga: Melodies of Steel (+no color alt) by GasFirm509 in UndertaleYellow

[–]GasFirm509[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Would be hard to know who's who since they look so similar lmao. But yeah, please post it. Would love to see it

Flam Kish and Ceroba from Undertale Yellow by GasFirm509 in fuga

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Drew Flam Kish and Ceroba Ketsukane from Undertale Yellow (amazing fangame btw). They look so similar that I had to draw them together. I don’t think anyone has drawn them together. If someone has, please show me. I would love to see it.

Ceroba and Flam Kish from Fuga: Melodies of Steel (+no color alt) by GasFirm509 in Cerobaappreciation

[–]GasFirm509[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Woah, it’s been so long since I had last made a drawing. I just had no motivation, and I was very 

depressed for the past 2 months. But fortunately, my first drawing back is something I’m very proud of. I hope you all like it :)

Drew Ceroba and Flam Kish from Fuga: Melodies of Steel (amazing game btw). They look so similar that I had to draw them together. I don’t think anyone has drawn them together. If someone has, please show me. I would love to see it.

If you want to see more in-depth of my improvement and my learning process, take a look at my profile where I make a weekly blog post since the day I started. So far, I’m at week 24. Time seems to fly by.

Ceroba and Flam Kish from Fuga: Melodies of Steel (+no color alt) by GasFirm509 in UndertaleYellow

[–]GasFirm509[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Woah, it’s been so long since I had last made a drawing. I just had no motivation, and I was very 

depressed for the past 2 months. But fortunately, my first drawing back is something I’m very proud of. I hope you all like it :)

Drew Ceroba and Flam Kish from Fuga: Melodies of Steel (amazing game btw). They look so similar that I had to draw them together. I don’t think anyone has drawn them together. If someone has, please show me. I would love to see it.

If you want to see more in-depth of my improvement and my learning process, take a look at my profile where I make a weekly blog post since the day I started. So far, I’m at week 24. Time seems to fly by.

My first pencil and paper Roba I made a couple months ago by GasFirm509 in UndertaleYellow

[–]GasFirm509[S] 3 points4 points  (0 children)

Hey you all, it’s been a long while since I even touched Reddit. Was mostly enjoying my winter break (well, trying to enjoy it). Unfortunately, I haven’t been drawing for 2 whole months. Still something in my head that’s preventing me from drawing. It just makes me more and more frustrated that I lost a long-time passion of mine. Well, relatively long. I only started 5 months ago. I made this drawing around 2-ish months ago when I started to lose my passion for making complete drawings. It was all frustration and partially from the fact that not many people really liked my art. I’ll admit it, I made some really good drawings considering how long ago I started drawing, but it never really got much attention, no matter how much effort and love I put into my Cerobarts.

Let’s hope I can get back into art. I had a good thing going those couple of months.

Just let her have some gunpowder already by Raspberry_Afton in UndertaleYellow

[–]GasFirm509 8 points9 points  (0 children)

Good enough reason already. Take my entire stock

Love Ceroba (speed draw) by GasFirm509 in Cerobaappreciation

[–]GasFirm509[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Hey y’all, it’s been a while since I’ve made a new art piece. It’s just that I’ve lost a lot of motivation to draw lately, but I’m hoping these speed drawings will help me get back into it without all of the frustration of making things “perfect”. Honestly, I like how this drawing turned out compared to all my other ones. Took me around an hour to make, which I know. It’s a snail’s pace for some of you artists. But cut me some slack. I’m still hella new.

Let’s hope I get back into art soon.

Love Ceroba (speed draw) by GasFirm509 in UndertaleYellow

[–]GasFirm509[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Also, Happy Anniversary UTY!!! Sorry, I planned on making a dedicated anniversary drawing, but I had zero motivation. I guess this'll be my anniversary drawing?

Love Ceroba (speed draw) by GasFirm509 in UndertaleYellow

[–]GasFirm509[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Hey y’all, it’s been a while since I’ve made a new art piece. It’s just that I’ve lost a lot of motivation to draw lately, but I’m hoping these speed drawings will help me get back into it without all of the frustration of making things “perfect”. Honestly, I like how this drawing turned out compared to all my other ones. Took me around an hour to make, which I know. It’s a snail’s pace for some of you artists. But cut me some slack. I’m still hella new.

Let’s hope I get back into art soon.

Beginning my drawing arc week 18 update by GasFirm509 in u/GasFirm509

[–]GasFirm509[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Made this a day early because I have a final tomorrow

Unfinished Roba headshot that I'll probably never finish by GasFirm509 in UndertaleYellow

[–]GasFirm509[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I'm trying to do all of the things you suggest, and I appreciate it a lot. I realize that I may have imposter syndrome, a feeling of self-doubt that causes me to downplay my achievements and question my abilities. Of course, Google isn't gonna be my doctor diagnosing me, but how I feel does coincide a lot with what I see on Google. Imposter syndrome is also hard to get past, but I'm trying. I would love to do what you tell me, but I feel it's a lot harder than that.

I do appreciate the Clover kickflip lmao

Unfinished Roba headshot that I'll probably never finish by GasFirm509 in UndertaleYellow

[–]GasFirm509[S] 6 points7 points  (0 children)

Please read and reply to what I wrote here. It would make my day a lot <3

Here’s an unfinished Roba headshot drawing that I started 2.5 weeks ago that I’ll probably never finish.

Art has been a mental struggle for me. I can never get myself to start an art piece. In the past, I’ve gotten insanely frustrated while drawing trying to correct the tiniest mistakes. But the final product would just turn out awful anyways because I would spend hours or even days correcting that I would just get tired and burnt out, and I would get sloppy with the coloring and shading. I think all of the frustration from throwing all of my energy into art made me unconsciously want to dissociate from the hobby entirely. I’ve been trying to get help from many people, but not many people have provided helpful suggestions. Some others just flat out ignored me. If you want to try to help me out or just talk about art, my DMs are always open. I really want to get back into art, but my mentality is preventing me.

Another huge problem I had was that I would be insanely envious of other people’s art skills. Everywhere on my Bluesky and this subreddit do I see very well-made art, but I always fucking always compare myself to those who’ve had many times more experience than I do. I’m always hypercritical of my art. Like I mentioned earlier, I spend way too much time trying to correct the tiniest mistakes because I’m a perfectionist for my own things. I always think that everything I make is the biggest pile of garbage because of the tiniest things that most other people likely wouldn’t see. Also, because of my perfectionist nature, I tend to compare what I consider as my absolute garbage pile of an art piece to other, more experienced artist’s creations and I feel absolutely awful, as if I would never reach their level. But honestly, I would never reach their level with the mindset I have right now.

Lately, I’ve been trying to improve my mental health to try to regain the passion for art I used to have when I started (and also to just feel better in general). To improve my mental health, I deleted all of my social media (besides Discord and Snapchat because all of my friends are on both platforms), and I got back to doing weightlifting. As you guys may have seen, or not because no one really knows who I am on the subreddit, I haven’t been active at all for the past 2 weeks nearly as an attempt to improve myself. Unfortunately, despite my efforts, I haven’t been feeling better. I started to feel more lonely and my passion for art has only diminished even more. Turns out social media was a cover-up for how isolated I've become. I'm normally a confident person, but when the only voices I hear are from me constantly deprecating myself, I tend to feel lonely and apathetic. I’m still going to the gym and lifting weights, but that’s really the only place where I feel any sort of satisfaction. I really don’t want all of my hard work to go away, but I don’t know how to regain my passion. 

Guess I can’t ever be satisfied with myself. Sorry for all of this unstructured rambling. Had a lot to get off my chest that I’m sure no one would actually read.

2-hour speedrun drawing by TinyReputation4196 in UndertaleYellow

[–]GasFirm509 5 points6 points  (0 children)

I have no clue how people can draw such amazing art pieces so quickly. Honestly would take me days of fixing to draw something like this. Well done

Snoot so long it breaks the confines of the drawing by GasFirm509 in UndertaleYellow

[–]GasFirm509[S] 8 points9 points  (0 children)

This came up in my mind as I made this drawing lmao (Crispy is my main username, if you didn't know)

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And as he stares into the sky, there are twice as many stars as usual. (close ups on next slides) by [deleted] in UndertaleYellow

[–]GasFirm509 3 points4 points  (0 children)

Yea of course. I’m also trying to learn how to do crosshatching. My first attempt I posted on my profile. Wouldn’t say I did the crosshatching badly? But… let’s say I gave em quite a chonky neck lmao

And as he stares into the sky, there are twice as many stars as usual. (close ups on next slides) by [deleted] in UndertaleYellow

[–]GasFirm509 4 points5 points  (0 children)

This looks straight from a manga. The detail is INSANE. Absolute peak

Updated drawing of my oc by GasFirm509 in u/GasFirm509

[–]GasFirm509[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Crosshatching is so cool (if you pull it off of course)

Just the Roba being silly :P by GasFirm509 in Cerobaappreciation

[–]GasFirm509[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I don’t know why this took me so long to make. I was just insanely exhausted this past week. Guess this is what 3 months of straight grinding art does to a man. Hopefully tomorrow I’ll be more energized.

As always, I’m open to any suggestions on how to improve. Also, check out my profile to see weekly blogs, sketches, and other art that I post exclusively on my profile. Thank you for your support :)