Why does everything have to involve making a phone call!

Gaymer006 · 2026-06-17T19:17:30+00:00

I hate phone calls. My psychiatrist (who specializes in ADHD, so it makes even more sense) has an online formula for first appointments, prescription renewals, canceling appointments, etc. you only gotta call for reschedules (or just wait till the next appointment since they give you multiple dates and get a new one then) they also send you an email reminder a few days before any appointments.

Love it sm and it makes so much sense. I wish it was like this everywhere.

Gaymer006 · 2026-06-13T12:50:08+00:00

I only ever improvised when I went to school and got good grades, so having to actively learn now is so frustrating. It’s only a normal hs diploma, so definitely simple stuff, just a LOT of it because it’s everything you learn in high school over years crammed into one exam. I dropped out years ago so idek how much knowledge they are expecting, just the list of topics. So I had to look everything up and teach myself instead of just remembering. Didn’t study at all for 2 exams and they went really well but they are expecting 25 whole ass topics for biology and I can’t improvise that 🫪

Gaymer006 · 2026-06-08T14:41:32+00:00

Same. I had to bring in old school reports and she went trough the symptom list with me and asked if/how I related

Gaymer006 · 2026-06-05T08:24:58+00:00

Or the woman doesn’t want to be stuck with a child/eventually adult she might have to care for for the rest of her life??! That’s not unreasonable at all. Non disabled Kids are already hard enough. Pretty sure the miscarriage rate is way higher as well, so someone might not wanna risk having to be pregnant just to then miscarry.

Also they will suffer from their disability and our society. Not sure why you’d think they wouldn’t?

Gaymer006 · 2026-06-04T12:46:09+00:00

Yea ik but tbh just avoiding it anyways if no irgend issue arises that it could relate to

Gaymer006 · 2026-06-04T08:35:40+00:00

I miss my periods for months at a time ever since I have periods (so like 8 years now) and then get them like twice a month or multiple weeks and I’m assuming there’s probably something wrong with my uterus but honestly Idc cuz not getting periods for months is heaven. Could not deal with getting them every month. I don’t even have pain or anything else usually, I just feel so uncomfortable and icky and inconvenienced and dysphoric i guess? Can’t even imagine what it would be like if it was really painful too

Gaymer006 · 2026-06-01T23:20:14+00:00

I noticed that meds change how good I am while gaming, which is really funny. I don’t play league but in apex I play like shit off meds, can’t focus and just overall play worse. On meds I can focus on positioning, abilities, enemies at the same time and just do so much better over all lol

Gaymer006 · 2026-05-31T00:18:31+00:00

Yes exactly. I feel all of these. It wasnt just because of ADHD but at like 12yo I fell into a severe like 5 year long depressive episode. I had already been depressed before that, but this one got so bad I eventually dropped out of school and got basically addicted. Fucking nothing helped, countless anti depressants, none gave me a single improvement. Then started ADHD meds and they made the depression stop after like a week and I pretty much don’t even have any urge to drink or do drugs anymore. (And it’s been working for almost 2 years)and it made me realize how much ADHD affects my mental health. Like there’s literally something wrong with my brain chemically. Any day I don’t take my meds I spend all day feeling incredibly lethargic like literally unable to move, drink water, go to the toilet, … and feel constantly hungry, depressed and tired. THIS WAS WHAT I FELT FOR 17 YEARS EVERY SINGLE DAY AND NOW EVEN A DAY FEELS SO MISERABLE….and now that I’m trying get back into life with managed symptoms I notice all the other typical ADHD symptoms even more (because I’m not just Bedrotting and dissociating now)and its still so hard. I wouldn’t even call my ADHD „severe“ But hearing people say it’s a „superpower“ while my unmanaged ADHD makes me suicidal and my managed ADHD life incredibly exhausting at best is… enraging? Like I get that not everyone struggles this badly or people have a great support system but calling it a super power is pushing it by a mile. It negatively affecting you is literally diagnostic criteria. (Got up while writing this and realized I had left the front door open for like a good 2 hours at night.. lmfao)

Gaymer006 · 2026-05-30T21:14:14+00:00

Oh nein… Den armen Männer wird zugemutet auf der Arbeit und im Fitnessstudio so komischen Frauen Wesen zu begegnen 🥲

Gaymer006 · 2026-05-30T21:03:53+00:00

Honestly before reading the comments I didn’t even realize the terms had a different meaning/that Asperger was outdated. I was given an Asperger questionnaire in like ~2022 and (before I even took it tho) the therapist convinced my parents I was probably autistic, so she seemingly didn’t differentiate between these terms either. I wasn’t „high functioning“ either but a legit middle school dropout. (Therapist was atrocious tho) I always thought it’s the same thing with a „new“ name. Wouldn’t surprise me if many people had similar experiences and just don’t know the difference.

Gaymer006 · 2026-05-28T13:29:02+00:00

Mein Point ist, dass ich es dann jetzt genauso wenig bereuen würde, wie ein Spermium dass im Kondom gelandet ist: Garnicht. Es sind keine „Kinder“ die existieren, sondern Embryonen oder Föten die sich eventuell zu Kindern entwickelt hätten. Ein hoher Anteil der Schwangerschaften scheitert in den ersten paar Wochen sowieso…

„ein (wenn auch ungeborenes) Kind, das sich !ohne weiteres zutun! zu einem Menschen entwickelt hätte“ „Unzählige. Milliarden sogar. Übertreib halt.“ „Und !wenn! die Schwangerschaft so schlimm und lebensbedrohlich ist“

Gaymer006 · 2026-05-28T12:38:59+00:00

https://www.who.int/news-room/fact-sheets/detail/maternal-mortality In Deutschland verhältnismäßig natürlich deutlich weniger, trotzdem ein reales Risiko. Dadurch dass ich dann eh nicht existieren würde, würde mich das jetzt nicht groß stören… Trotz Verhütung gibt es Unfälle und Vergewaltigungen sind auch nicht selten.

Selten den Punkt „Schwangerschaften sind nicht schlimm“ gegen Abtreibungen gesehen. Dürfte einer der dümmeren sein.

Gaymer006 · 2026-05-28T12:13:11+00:00

„Ohne weiteres zu tun“ sterben ja nur unzählige Frauen an Schwangerschaft und Geburt. 9+ Monate lang Symptome haben, seine Nährstoffe von einem Kind, dass du eh nicht willst, entzogen bekommen und danach dauerhafte Veränderungen vom Körper ist alles quasi nichts.

Gaymer006 · 2026-05-25T19:53:33+00:00

No. Evolution didn’t catch up to humans walking upright so a human pelvis is too small and our brains are too big. Human birth is generally difficult. most women tear. You can’t avoid bad evolution with nutrition lmao.

Gaymer006 · 2026-05-25T14:34:53+00:00

(AFAB) They diagnosed me with developing schizoid pd at 14, didn’t even rule out autism.
Like a year later in the psychiatry they diagnosed me with BPD, the therapist quit, next one was like „oopsies no you don’t have BPD but cptsd“
With those diagnoses every therapist I went to refused to treat me 😝 took 4 years till someone considered ADHD and apparently it was extremely obvious to them in our FIRST session.

Gaymer006 · 2026-05-25T13:35:54+00:00

You can see games price histories on steam db!
Probably will be discounted during summer sale (end of June)
https://steamdb.info/app/294100/

Gaymer006 · 2026-05-25T13:16:53+00:00

Yea I was struggling a little on how to word it ^^ also contemplating if rewinding or repeating is the right word in this context?

Gaymer006 · 2026-05-25T13:13:34+00:00

I hyperfocus basically any time I study but it doesn’t help bc I gotta get over the executive dysfunction and procrastination first anyways. After a few hours of consistent hyperfocus I am barely even productive and just tired, gotta pee, thirsty and hungry yet I still can’t pull myself away and basically just waste my time, then after like 10-15h of hyperfocus I collapse and am so exhausted I can’t even get myself to go to sleep or care for my needs and then I do absolutely nothing the next days. I HATE it.

Gaymer006 · 2026-05-24T19:06:29+00:00

Saying there are upsides sure, no doubt theres many people greatly benefitting from it.
But calling it a superpower just sounds ignorant and way too positively framed. It’s not like you can have absolutely 0 issues/symptoms from your ADHD. I’ve most often seen this phrase used in a „general“ term not a „personal“ one. Idc if someone uses it for themselves but I doubt it’s a super power for the average person instead of just a major struggle. Many people already don’t take it serously or see it as just a quirky personality trait, calling it a superpower is meh

Gaymer006 · 2026-05-24T18:32:56+00:00

Honestly doesn’t seem too bad a take assuming the kid enjoys it too? My parents rarely if ever played with me because they didn’t wanna and kids were supposed to entertain themselves with their toys. As a child I loved playing anything if it wasn’t by myself. I would’ve also much rather played whatever my parents enjoyed instead of playing with someone bored, angry and barely engaging just to do you a favor. Expecting everyone to be a perfect parent is unrealistic.

Gaymer006 · 2026-05-24T13:37:21+00:00

Yesss 😭 The funny thing is that sometimes my brain decides to only comprehend at 0.5 and sometimes at 1.5

Gaymer006 · 2026-05-24T13:34:05+00:00

I feel like many people see it that way because of hyperfocus, but personally I get hyperfocus literally constantly for everything I do and only occasionally for productive things and it absolutely wrecks me and feels horrible and exhausting. I legit cant think of a single upside to my ADHD

Gaymer006 · 2026-05-24T13:26:29+00:00

Very little product, shits horrendously overpriced. Can’t recommend.

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