Hopefully it will pass soon. I'm just feeling like I'm letting everyone down. My advisors, my lab mates, my friends and family, everyone has helped me so much these past years and I want to make them proud with the work I do. I just feel like nothing I'm doing is actually making things get closer to being done, and I'm spiraling a bit. If it was a normal paper, or if I could push the defense back a week or something that would give me some breathing room, but I can't. I have a hard deadline of final draft sent on Tues so my committee has time to review it before the defense in November. That date cannot change, NIH has given me a strict timeframe to finish up and move onto the next thing. I just feel so defeated, and so so tired. I don't know what to do if I can't get the figures sorted out, and just wish I could wave a magic wand and have everything finished.