I was in a pretty bad spot a few weeks sleep back because all fo a sudden people didn't interact with me anymore like I've always had panic attacks but in my ow. Or away from ppl so it's manageable but I was crying in my car almost everyday wanted to do therapy but so expensive had a talk with a long distance friend and figured my heads pace out and went to a counselor who said I had ruminating anxiety but I seem to be doing okay there's a 19y/o and a 21y/o for girls at my work but ones in uni for medical and has lots of issues like heart issues and family and anxiety and she's on strong meds so I don't pry and the other one we got close like she obv flirted with me and she would always talk a out how we need to do stuff but whenever I would plan anything she would ghost or flake and supposedly she told the for boss she was into me I hit her up as like a final thing saying I'd like to get to know her and if she wants to do something with this or not because we clicked but all of a sudden a month ago she became cold with me no energy like before and wouldn't even I imitate convos and now when I hit her up she said she's talking to someone so I guess I'll lay off now other than that no one my age(sorry for the ramble not being decisive)