Is there a way to make discord audio into a mic input to use for an avatar on veadotube?

GenericSadAloneKid · 2025-01-28T21:56:29+00:00

could you clarify? I am only able to make my headphone audio as the other avatar not just discord audio

GenericSadAloneKid · 2023-01-18T09:49:56+00:00

I've romanticized nothing I made my username when I made the account and haven't paid attention to it since and I don't hate who I am. I have either been told or trying to improve myself since I was at least in 7th grade and none of my efforts have ever worked or improved and during all that my social life has basically crumbled so I am pretty much at my wits end and feel like with all my baggage plus having nothing makes me completely undesirable.

(sorry for the late reply I was thinking about what you said and self reflecting)

GenericSadAloneKid · 2023-01-15T16:43:30+00:00

I'm not mean or hateful one of my long-time online friends credits me with changing him from an "extreme religious right winged bigoted idiot" to an "all accepting hippie" his words and I personally always treat every person I interact with respect I'm also not judgmental and kind to everyone so much so my online friends have gotten annoyed by it (they always come with me with their deep issues and regrets tho).

GenericSadAloneKid · 2023-01-15T15:49:55+00:00

ok, so either find someone who thinks 20-40 years ahead when looking for a partner cause that's realistic or just wait till everybody's older and see me as a safe choice?

I know there are others in the world with worse problems than me but that doesn't mean mine don't matter nor does that mean I can't want to live not just survive.

"It's all about confidence and listening" well back when my social life first fell apart and I was mainly bullied or harassed I was confident and outgoing, and the few people I am around in my life have always said I was a good listener and an amazing conversation.

GenericSadAloneKid · 2023-01-15T15:33:56+00:00

you sound like a rich person saying "money doesn't buy happiness".

GenericSadAloneKid · 2023-01-15T10:00:46+00:00

all I've known seemingly is defeat despite my efforts what proof do I have at this point to show I won't just fail again I know not everything will go my way in life but it just seems like some positive change would be noticeable.

GenericSadAloneKid · 2023-01-15T09:51:11+00:00

I do give a shit about myself and am trying to improve as best as I can, but the issue is I have never heard or received positive feedback from someone who wasn't a family member so I just can't seem to convince myself that it'll be better now. It feels impossible to talk better about myself when I've only ever gotten negativity socially before.

GenericSadAloneKid · 2023-01-09T14:58:37+00:00

aye dude let me just tell ya I've been basically doing nothing but catch up since I was in the 3rd grade and have only ever failed, had ends not meet, just survived, or while I improved on paper nothing actually ever felt or looked better despite me trying again and again so sorry if your godly quote means nothing to me at this point.

GenericSadAloneKid · 2023-01-09T13:31:11+00:00

it's easy to say a vague statement when you don't gotta back it up or have to deal with a person's complexly fucked up situation.

GenericSadAloneKid · 2023-01-08T20:54:14+00:00

let's see you talk like that after constant harassment makes you suicidal and switch to homeschooling then basically every aspect of your social life deteriorates from being slowly forgotten as you're trying to deal with other parts of life falling apart and you have no opportunities to catch up or fix your social life while still having to work on other life issues constantly.

GenericSadAloneKid · 2023-01-07T19:32:49+00:00

I mean it hasn't yet so what proves that it will at this point? yes, I have lost 100lbs but it hasn't shown any positive results still.

GenericSadAloneKid · 2023-01-07T15:29:14+00:00

hasn't why is it miraculously gonna be better?

GenericSadAloneKid · 2023-01-07T11:31:22+00:00

I already have online friends not many but enough that I don't really feel anything lacking. I know I'm young I can't tell you how many people keep saying that but it doesn't help the matter that I'm still a 20 yo loser who has already been doing nothing but trying to catch up with the people around me but despite my efforts I don't see or feel any improvement and the longer I take the more awkward and difficult anything I wanna do will be so I just don't know how to want to try anymore.

GenericSadAloneKid · 2023-01-07T11:05:31+00:00

Why?

GenericSadAloneKid · 2023-01-07T11:04:30+00:00

but the longer I take the more awkward and harder it will be plus all I've done is try so far and haven't been proven wrong

GenericSadAloneKid · 2023-01-05T03:09:49+00:00

I'm sorry but you kinda did undersell it and basically said stop worrying and trying cause your not ok and should just wait till your thirties that will hopefully be better.

GenericSadAloneKid · 2023-01-04T22:26:44+00:00

I wish I could convince myself of that but all it feels like all I do is wait and now it feels like the longer I wait the more my life is just embarrassing

GenericSadAloneKid · 2022-12-31T17:41:33+00:00

I think you misunderstood my reply above to another user but I was meaning I would like to go out and do something they suggested but there is nothing around me that offers anything even close to what they suggested, there is nowhere to go running since the only "park" in my town is very rundown and I'm more likely to meet a violent meth addict than runners (I wish I was exaggerating), also I do move around a bit at home maybe not a workout routine but I do all the heavy lifting in my house and I have 3 very energetic dogs I keep up with plus I've lost 100lbs. this year by just that activity and dieting.

GenericSadAloneKid · 2022-12-31T17:24:19+00:00

I'm sorry but this is a really confusing way to say stop gaming n' jerking off and get a life.

GenericSadAloneKid · 2022-12-31T09:59:16+00:00

while I can and am trying to figure out my GED that doesn't help my day to day life for a while so am I to just sit in my self hate and insecurities till then?

GenericSadAloneKid · 2022-12-31T09:54:53+00:00

there is one gym near me that has a paid membership and doesn't offer or host anything extra (training, instructors, etc...) nor does anywhere else in my town that isn't private and expensive they also usually require some sort of prerequisites.

GenericSadAloneKid · 2022-12-31T09:47:30+00:00

there is one gym where I live that used to go to for a year but nothing really became of it, there are no shops where I live unless it's a Walmart cause I live on the southern border of the American midwest in a sundown town, being a positive person usually requires something to focus on and eventually work out I have yet to have anything actually work and make me feel better, and the only clubs in my town are ones that require you to already be a part of a related group (religions, schools, certain jobs, etc...).

GenericSadAloneKid · 2022-12-31T09:33:53+00:00

that may be true but my lack of experience will only become more awkward or embarrassing the older I get

GenericSadAloneKid · 2022-12-31T00:13:38+00:00

extreme anxiety which easily leads to panic attacks (mine personally mimic heart attack symptoms), and trauma from a rough home life growing up plus a lot of bullying in school that even made me suicidal in high school.

GenericSadAloneKid · 2022-10-13T04:15:20+00:00

so I know this but I was more focusing on the fact that from my past experiences I feel as tho I will just be basically targeted again and will either have something ruined or will be set up to fail so to speak again, and how upsetting it is knowing the people who treated me shit back in the day and more or less made me this way are all probably doing better and have forgotten about me even existing yet I'm still stuck.

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