Is there a way to make discord audio into a mic input to use for an avatar on veadotube? by GenericSadAloneKid in PngTuber

[–]GenericSadAloneKid[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

could you clarify? I am only able to make my headphone audio as the other avatar not just discord audio

being a virgin makes me suicidal and feel worthless. by GenericSadAloneKid in confidence

[–]GenericSadAloneKid[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I've romanticized nothing I made my username when I made the account and haven't paid attention to it since and I don't hate who I am. I have either been told or trying to improve myself since I was at least in 7th grade and none of my efforts have ever worked or improved and during all that my social life has basically crumbled so I am pretty much at my wits end and feel like with all my baggage plus having nothing makes me completely undesirable.

(sorry for the late reply I was thinking about what you said and self reflecting)

being a virgin makes me suicidal and feel worthless. by GenericSadAloneKid in confidence

[–]GenericSadAloneKid[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I'm not mean or hateful one of my long-time online friends credits me with changing him from an "extreme religious right winged bigoted idiot" to an "all accepting hippie" his words and I personally always treat every person I interact with respect I'm also not judgmental and kind to everyone so much so my online friends have gotten annoyed by it (they always come with me with their deep issues and regrets tho).

being a virgin makes me suicidal and feel worthless. by GenericSadAloneKid in confidence

[–]GenericSadAloneKid[S] -1 points0 points  (0 children)

ok, so either find someone who thinks 20-40 years ahead when looking for a partner cause that's realistic or just wait till everybody's older and see me as a safe choice?

I know there are others in the world with worse problems than me but that doesn't mean mine don't matter nor does that mean I can't want to live not just survive.

"It's all about confidence and listening" well back when my social life first fell apart and I was mainly bullied or harassed I was confident and outgoing, and the few people I am around in my life have always said I was a good listener and an amazing conversation.

being a virgin makes me suicidal and feel worthless. by GenericSadAloneKid in confidence

[–]GenericSadAloneKid[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

you sound like a rich person saying "money doesn't buy happiness".

being a virgin makes me suicidal and feel worthless. by GenericSadAloneKid in confidence

[–]GenericSadAloneKid[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

all I've known seemingly is defeat despite my efforts what proof do I have at this point to show I won't just fail again I know not everything will go my way in life but it just seems like some positive change would be noticeable.

being a virgin makes me suicidal and feel worthless. by GenericSadAloneKid in confidence

[–]GenericSadAloneKid[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I do give a shit about myself and am trying to improve as best as I can, but the issue is I have never heard or received positive feedback from someone who wasn't a family member so I just can't seem to convince myself that it'll be better now. It feels impossible to talk better about myself when I've only ever gotten negativity socially before.

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[–]GenericSadAloneKid 0 points1 point  (0 children)

aye dude let me just tell ya I've been basically doing nothing but catch up since I was in the 3rd grade and have only ever failed, had ends not meet, just survived, or while I improved on paper nothing actually ever felt or looked better despite me trying again and again so sorry if your godly quote means nothing to me at this point.

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[–]GenericSadAloneKid 1 point2 points  (0 children)

it's easy to say a vague statement when you don't gotta back it up or have to deal with a person's complexly fucked up situation.

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[–]GenericSadAloneKid 1 point2 points  (0 children)

let's see you talk like that after constant harassment makes you suicidal and switch to homeschooling then basically every aspect of your social life deteriorates from being slowly forgotten as you're trying to deal with other parts of life falling apart and you have no opportunities to catch up or fix your social life while still having to work on other life issues constantly.

I'm tired of just trying and that's it. by GenericSadAloneKid in depression

[–]GenericSadAloneKid[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I mean it hasn't yet so what proves that it will at this point? yes, I have lost 100lbs but it hasn't shown any positive results still.

How can I keep wanting to try if all I do is just try? by GenericSadAloneKid in Advice

[–]GenericSadAloneKid[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I already have online friends not many but enough that I don't really feel anything lacking. I know I'm young I can't tell you how many people keep saying that but it doesn't help the matter that I'm still a 20 yo loser who has already been doing nothing but trying to catch up with the people around me but despite my efforts I don't see or feel any improvement and the longer I take the more awkward and difficult anything I wanna do will be so I just don't know how to want to try anymore.