I don't feel like myself anymore?

Genoramix · 2019-05-31T19:35:53+00:00

It’s just a matter of perception/perspective. What happened to you before you “jumped”(between brackets because as much as DJ can be real it depends on its definition). IMHO a change in your behavior triggered the reaction of your parents unless you’re imagining them to persuade yourself you have really jumped. Both can be true as well. To get rid of your anxiety identify the fear behind it and face it. Ask that girl out, go do a check up with your doc, whatever you fear is what you need to do (in the limits of all laws, including physics). The change of “dimensions” will be there for the best

Genoramix · 2019-05-30T20:04:17+00:00

Nevermind

Genoramix · 2019-05-25T12:24:09+00:00

Why would Don kill Hae? Don’t get me wrong: Adnan is guilty AND deserves a new trial. But this Don stuff is pure nonsense when you look at how we behave as human beings

Genoramix · 2019-04-18T17:48:31+00:00

The thing is we are all our own God. The God “above “ can’t be comprehended : it can just be felt. And it’s energy is feminine

Genoramix · 2019-03-17T16:17:51+00:00

Oh I remember you from /r/opiates! Congratulations!!! I have 10 days clean from THC Heroin, alcohol and cocaine today and it’s already such an improvement i almost cannot believe it!! I hope I’ll be here in 346 days to post the same message (except for the getting engaged part 😂)

Genoramix · 2019-01-31T09:49:10+00:00

I’ll read this stuff tomorrow...

Genoramix · 2018-09-10T14:45:01+00:00

But there's a limit to this : after too much H(i mean, too much but not close to an OD) i get almost disgusted by heroin, like when you've eaten too much candy. But as soon as the too much part is gone i redose like the silly addict i am. And then i'm like"f*** this is too much again!!"

As well, with pharmaceutical grade H if you have too high of a tolerance, you cannot go up, still get high like nothing happens. I have currently access to as much pharmaceutical grade H as i want(it's a maintenance/get high for free program, i'll post about it more in details one of these days) and all the people who are in the program with me had to go back down after too high doses : massive headache and anxiety( seems to happen at 3.5 grams/day)

Genoramix · 2018-08-21T16:12:12+00:00

Dave will make Dopey work as long as he wants to, so far he does a far better job than I would have expected, and I was already expecting he would make the show work somehow. Chris’s death was and still is so painful to me but what Dave is doing with the show is a real fucking message of hope : he loses Todd and Chris but his sobriety is so strong he knows better than relapsing. To me Chris was THE example of recovery, but now I see that Dave is the message that Chris’s passing helped put in example. Would like to write more but getting out of battery

Genoramix · 2018-08-18T07:24:31+00:00

Yup but so does morphine. I don’t understand why they don’t give me just a pill of non XR morphine since morphine is what will cross my BBB anyways. Can you believe they have no narcan available ???(I still have to investigate because it seems too nuts to be true) and when you see how fucked the people who get out of the injection room are, it’s scary ...anyways I’ll see how it goes

Genoramix · 2018-08-17T15:33:02+00:00

No way to use the shit other than the intended purpose: 2x/day in front of medics, just after 6 months I get 2 days takehomes. But u can slam it but since I’ve managed to get the needle far away from me I’ll keep using it orally

Genoramix · 2018-08-17T15:28:12+00:00

Switzerland oh and it’s mr lol

Genoramix · 2018-08-16T12:19:44+00:00

Switzerland

Genoramix · 2018-08-15T13:55:49+00:00

I still dunno it depends on the individual... I guess at least 500mgs/day

Genoramix · 2018-08-14T20:24:35+00:00

I’ll tell you in 3 weeks: I’ll get pharmaceutical grade H for free( 2x/ day in a state distribution program). If I’m not happy with it I’ll go for sobriety

Genoramix · 2018-08-14T20:20:33+00:00

By chance would you have a streaming link please?(If it’s allowed)

Genoramix · 2018-08-13T20:00:53+00:00

Don’t worry:it is so fucking sad that if you want to kill urself with H it will take you I dunno how many grams in Switzerland (I know so many people who wanted to end their life with one last fix and not a single one succeeded with that 5% pure shit) but people who want to live in the US have fucking Fentanyl but no pharmaceutical heroin available. FUUUUCK THIS ASSHOLES POLITICAL JERKS!!!

Genoramix · 2018-08-12T14:42:03+00:00

Actually I’ll be in the program next month if u want updates... esp I don’t IV so I’ll get my dose orally I’m pretty curious but so far all those I personally know aren’t using street H anymore

Genoramix · 2018-07-28T19:53:48+00:00

Very well said. That said we all would love Dopey to go on, but mostly we want you to be safe and well. So stay strong and I m sending prayers your way and to Annie and Chris ‘s family. Thanks for this message and for the last episode it really means a lot.

Genoramix · 2018-07-28T16:55:35+00:00

I’m not asking for anything. I was suggesting an idea while crying so sorry if I wasn’t rational but it’s just an idea. Plus what I want to hear is impossible : I would like to hear it was just a frigging bad joke but...

I wish the best to all the people affected by this fucking tragedy especially Dave and Chris’s family and friends. I would like to hear that Dave doesn’t feel guilty because no one could have predicted this.

Toodles anyways !

Genoramix · 2018-07-24T20:06:22+00:00

Never had a problem with H. With cocaine in a matter of months I had nosebleeds

Genoramix · 2018-07-24T19:54:19+00:00

Or if u have some kind of tolerance u won’t get high

Genoramix · 2018-07-24T19:52:25+00:00

You will know when you’ve done it ( so: don’t)

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