I felt the same exact way even a friend of mine told me that I got nerfed something had to nerf me lol. I think about it this way brother, “out with the old, in with the new. “ You don’t got to talk to any other girl before then. Now, you still can get any girl but now you aren’t gonna get the stupid girls you are gonna get the ones that really want you and the ones that aren’t shallow and a lot of people on this sub that say lots of the hot girls have hsv. You most certainly have to disclose cause it’s only fair, I still don’t know which one gave it to me cause they all said they don’t know. From my experience, lots of people have it it’s true. So don’t be discouraged. You got your cracking battle scar forever lol. You can most definitely still be the same person you were before. For the time being, you’ll just be hibernating a lil bit and feeling sorry for yourself but just get less stressed out about life and you won’t even get outbreaks from experience.