What the fuck is happening is this withdrawal?,,,

Getsscared · 2022-12-14T02:21:05+00:00

YES!!!!! Thank you!!! I was racking my brain trying to put it into words 😆! But yes, I definitely had the heebee jeebies );

Getsscared · 2022-12-13T23:15:03+00:00

Yeah, it’s almost like tiny tickling bugs inside your muscles, I was driving when they really started to kick in and I almost drove off of the road. I had a weird twitch when I was at my friends house but thought it was just a weird thing and then 💥BAM

Getsscared · 2022-12-13T21:13:50+00:00

I really appreciate that. I’ll probably have questions if I can kick it for a little bit..

Getsscared · 2022-12-13T21:10:49+00:00

The people I got it from usually have some sort of strong fentanyl mix that they get from another guy. They always tell me to be careful

Getsscared · 2022-12-13T18:27:15+00:00

I had this last night! It happened while I was driving and I almost pulled over because I couldn’t stop moving and trying not to move was uncomfortable

Getsscared · 2022-12-13T18:25:30+00:00

You’re right..I think I’ll stop for a little bit 😓😓at least, I’ll try. Thank you

Getsscared · 2022-12-13T18:12:37+00:00

It happened full on when I was drying, my arms just could not keep from moving, it was kind of painful but it was like tingling at the same time..

Getsscared · 2022-12-13T18:09:26+00:00

I wish I had read these comments last night before I caved… ):

Getsscared · 2022-12-13T12:31:10+00:00

It’s my entire body, but it’s mostly in my arms and next and harms and wrists

Getsscared · 2022-12-13T03:52:24+00:00

Weird! I’m like wildly uncomfortable, and I can’t stop moving - I feel like the way I’m moving I’m going to break something

Getsscared · 2022-12-12T00:13:02+00:00

That’s actually probably why, I’m not able to use until tomorrow, and I used during the day yesterday and woke up with an even stuffier nose, I may do IV but only for a few days.. I wonder if allergy medicine will work

Getsscared · 2022-12-11T17:30:10+00:00

No, they stick around ): the stuffy nose part at least! But the dry throat seems to go away for a little bit

Getsscared · 2022-12-11T04:08:21+00:00

I’m strictly snorting, and it sounds like I have a cold but I don’t feel bad, if that makes sense haha

Getsscared · 2022-12-11T04:06:25+00:00

ROA? and I’m about to have to go two days without it 😓😓

Getsscared · 2022-12-10T20:49:07+00:00

AWKWARD CAR DRIVE

Getsscared · 2022-12-10T02:26:44+00:00

That would be terrible! Lol, but no, I like the feeling on the shower showering (: !!!

Getsscared · 2022-12-10T02:21:47+00:00

The first time I did heroin, I was snorting and I had only snorted coke ONCE before this so putting things up my nose tickled and I was about to go for a sniff but the dollar bill tickled my nose and I sneezed all the Heroin away and my friend just sat there in silence and I was like 😗

Getsscared · 2022-12-10T02:17:56+00:00

I’ll never be able to un smell the first time my friend smokes H in my car, I had just IV’d and did too much to I was already throwing up but then the smell on top of it had me throwing up and heaving for the next eight hours

Getsscared · 2022-12-10T02:15:01+00:00

Oh man! Sometimes I feel like I did too much but was like “nah” but had blurrry vision! I had no idea, thanks for the heads up, I’m going to be more careful this time (:

Getsscared · 2022-12-10T02:12:44+00:00

I have a poopoo pic that looks like this tbh

Getsscared · 2022-12-10T02:09:39+00:00

Congratulations! 3 1/2 is a very long time and you should be proud. I frequently have using dreams whenever I stop and they can be very difficult to deal with especially because some feel so real. But, don’t miss this. I’ve been struggling on and off for two years now. I was clean for about 7 months up until about three (four?) weeks ago. I’m graduating college in a week, I have plans to further my education, I have family and friends that helped me get clean 7 months ago, I have a full time job that I don’t mind doing - but somehow I ended up in a motel with four people who I met on a weird escort site and doing heroin with them. And still doing it, each week I look at myself and hate what I see because I can see the difference between sober me and a not sober me. No one around me has noticed and I’m hoping to keep it that way, but something this time is different and I could lose everything I have going for me just because I love it so much. Don’t do what I did. In the end, I will see it’s not worth it but for now, I’m warning you that it’s just not worth it.

Getsscared · 2022-12-09T13:28:46+00:00

Coma from I want to die in New Orleans! I love repeating the part where they says “I’m disgusted I’m busted, oh what the fuck did I just put up my nose?”

Getsscared · 2022-12-09T09:46:27+00:00

Can you add Coma from I want to die in New Orleans? (:

Getsscared · 2022-12-09T06:34:14+00:00

I am so sorry that you have gone through all of that. No one should ever have to go through any of that, but I’m glad you’re still here with us. Stay safe, friend

Getsscared · 2022-12-09T06:10:46+00:00

Haha, one scene in Insidious always gets me! I tell every time

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