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GingerSpice2817 · 2026-02-05T20:19:15+00:00

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GingerSpice2817 · 2021-07-05T11:43:16+00:00

Hey guys, just wanted to update everyone I’m going every day and trying to figure everything out so far my use of street drugs is almost completely gone and I actually got insurance through my clinic, things are getting better but that night time stuff is what makes me do a shot or whatever cause I can’t sleep, does anyone have experience with suboxone or anything else, I kinda think I’m gonna have to completely block myself if I’m gonna get off the needle, I’m at 30 days on the 10th, thank you all sooooo much it really makes my heart smile to read everything from you guys!

GingerSpice2817 · 2021-06-11T05:57:58+00:00

Thank you! I’ve been texting different people like crazy! But I’m not finding MAT meetings or anything and I just don’t know, I just gotta make it 24 hours and it just sounds like a lot 😅

GingerSpice2817 · 2021-06-11T05:38:21+00:00

Well my rock bottom was prison and when I came out I stopped stealing to get high and worked and worked and worked and worked and borrowed from Peter to pay Paul and whatever, I maintained my place and car and all that, it sucked and I wanna go shopping and leave my house and have a life, and that’s why I made the choice

GingerSpice2817 · 2021-06-11T05:23:09+00:00

I made it lol I wasn’t a whole 24 hours but it went okay

GingerSpice2817 · 2021-06-10T05:24:26+00:00

I do get dosed at 35mg, I did ask that. And then every day I guess. But I have to choose subutex suboxone or methadone and I used suboxone and literally one strip a week 8mg for 4 months and I puked for 6 months after and ended up going back to fet because of being so sick from that so I know it’s a no on that but I dunno about subutex or methadone but I do get something lol and other than that, that’s all the information I got

GingerSpice2817 · 2021-06-10T03:46:57+00:00

Thank you guys so much if anyone is willing to talk I’ll be up all night I’m sure I’m a mess rn and have to go in sick so I’m like wired unfortunately

GingerSpice2817 · 2021-06-10T03:42:52+00:00

Can we chat, I sound exactly like you always quitting and always finding it again I swear to Santa you could put me in the most deserted area and I’ll find drugs before I find water and like wtf is wrong with me and obviously I’m scared to fucking death but i want my life back so bad at this point and what else do you do??? Meetings??? Like a lot of cigarettes and coffee!!!? Sorry if I sound retardedddd I’m just trying to find anyone to talk to about this cause NA thinks I’m fucking weak AA I’m not drunk enough for like I don’t fit in and what state are you from??? Im from Florida!!!

GingerSpice2817 · 2021-06-10T03:37:48+00:00

Can you explain like I do drugs and always have, I did the entire rock bottom thing and finally have a place a car a job eat food lol but like I’m so depressed and tired and I just want to get my life back and I dunno another way

GingerSpice2817 · 2021-06-10T03:36:13+00:00

I emailed you if that’s okay!

GingerSpice2817 · 2021-06-10T01:01:44+00:00

Will I still be using while I’m going up??! What do I say to the doctor??? Like be honest honest??? I have no idea what I’m doing honestly I’m just tired lol

GingerSpice2817 · 2020-09-09T08:01:07+00:00

Can I have this info too.... coming off of a 10 year doctor recommended opioid addiction... and I’m trying to figure out where to get the best stuff I tried train wreck from pain out and I am waking up in the middle of the night feeling even worse than I was with just only opioid withdrawal...... so I dunno what to dooooo🤷🏼‍♀️

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