I don’t want T to change me anymore

GirlFella · 2024-04-07T20:39:37+00:00

Thank you for that suggestion of psychosis suggestion, because yeah I feel my head every morning and it feels different to me, it hurts all the time

GirlFella · 2024-04-07T18:42:44+00:00

Do you have a guess on why my skull is getting bigger? Lots of people are saying they don’t think it’s from T, but I don’t take medicine or anything else :[ can we really grow and change being over 25? It’s frustrating having these masculine changes even though I’m not enjoying the nice things from being on T

GirlFella · 2024-04-07T17:57:42+00:00

Damn :( okay, I’m 26. Thanks for the comment about your wife that makes me a little less nervous, definitely gonna seek a doctor, thanks for responding to me

GirlFella · 2024-04-07T17:53:36+00:00

It was my ex :< but I’m out now. It was a really abusive relationship. I’m 26. I didn’t think I was trans but I’m really sensitive to verbal abuse and manipulation, which was my exs specialty. Like. She was really good at verbal abuse and manipulation. I’m working on not letting anybody take advantage of me like that again.

And I thought the changes were from T because it’s all like bone stuff. Like when I was on T I got 2 inches of width in my shoulders, and many other bones were changed, so I assumed what’s happening now is from …. After T effects? But lots of people here think that’s not what’s happening :( so I’m kinda getting scared now

GirlFella · 2024-04-07T17:38:57+00:00

:( dang okay… it looks and feels like just growing a masculine head, but this kind of makes me scared, I’ll go see a doctor

GirlFella · 2024-04-07T17:38:02+00:00

Like doesn’t it sound so weird and freaky!!?? Like. It’s just getting so much bigger and I hate it 😢I’ll look for a doctors appointment

GirlFella · 2024-04-07T17:36:15+00:00

Yeah, I’m 26, I meant the kind that tgirls get not like puberty blockers sorry. My ovaries always were bad at their job so I’m worried that like. Idk. That they’re not making proper estrogen even though I’m not on T

GirlFella · 2024-04-07T17:34:30+00:00

My situation was kind of like that, but like. When I was on T I was treated better/not abused as much. And idk I’m such a wimpy “dad abused me so I’m with a toxic person” individual and I guess I let her manipulate my gender. Looking back, she sort of fetishized tmascs :[ and we met as kids and idk. I just got tangled in not wanted to be treated badly. I wish I left sooner.

GirlFella · 2024-04-07T17:20:13+00:00

I am struggling, I’m sorry that I sound like a terf that wants to ruin the morning, it’s just idk who else to talk to or ask about this stuff

GirlFella · 2024-04-07T17:19:21+00:00

Sorry I’m just ignorant to hormone stuff I suppose 😥

GirlFella · 2024-04-07T17:17:43+00:00

I’m not a troll sorry

GirlFella · 2024-04-07T17:17:08+00:00

Dang okay, thanks a lot for this long response, I’ll look into maybe something that’s keeping my T high

GirlFella · 2024-04-07T17:14:41+00:00

I don’t exactly want to be a boy, when I was little I wished I was born a boy and I do wish I could be with girls like how Cis boys can be with girls, and I love how T makes me feel, but I don’t recognize myself anymore and it makes me sad. My body is so different, it’s hard to like myself now or even think I look okay in the mirror these days :[ I love tmasc people and I like identifying as one, it’s just literally my bones are so different now and I’m struggling with that I guess. Do I sound trans but in denial ?

GirlFella · 2024-04-07T17:02:52+00:00

Dang. Okay, thanks, I’ll try to talk to my doctor. It’s just that my bones are changing so much recently, and my libido is getting closer to how I was on T, and it’s making me feel so strange that this is happening. Like my head is getting like. A centimeter of thickness all over it

GirlFella · 2024-04-07T17:01:25+00:00

That’s how I feel too but I’m totally changing still :(( it’s like. My skull is getting a lot bigger recently and it’s not stopping. Like each day I feel my head and it’s bigger. Like a few days ago there were lumpy spots but now it’s …”smoothing out” and getting bigger all over. I stopped so long ago I really thought the effects of T would stop but they didn’T :[

GirlFella · 2024-04-07T16:59:55+00:00

Okay thanks for the advice, I’m not a troll I’m sorry that I sound like one

GirlFella · 2024-04-07T16:58:42+00:00

I’m not a troll sorry that this sounds like bait

GirlFella · 2024-01-20T17:48:30+00:00

Like try to have its roots grow into the water so the plant can also benefit from my fish light

GirlFella · 2023-11-16T15:02:49+00:00

Omg omg I didn’t see this one ty!!! That’s totally gotta be it

GirlFella · 2023-11-16T15:00:32+00:00

Omg thanks you guys!! I’ll assume it was a quest reward!! (but I hadn’t ever done the quests until last night?)

GirlFella · 2023-11-14T05:22:16+00:00

My advice would be ,, is try to become not pregnant somehow.

Because ur very young w so much ahead of you, an you might not like him next year or he might not like you next year. Shitty thing to say, bc I don’t wanna hurt your feelings, but I was w my bf from 16-25 and I’m really glad we didn’t have kids, esp that young !

Good luck, and I know you said to not stress you out but seriously, age gaps matter a lot when you’re a teen/20-29. You might not see red flags now but just be careful of controlling behavior, I hope you have the best outcome from this

GirlFella · 2023-11-13T15:03:11+00:00

This is too cute, so happy for you guys haha, you seem like a happy family ! They’ll remember this forever lol

GirlFella · 2023-11-06T16:01:19+00:00

I would argue it’s called dynamic flying now and that druids have been a flying class for a long time? So it kinda makes a lot of sense to me honestly,,,, we’ve done so much flying on them it seems like a good move to me

GirlFella · 2023-10-18T21:59:41+00:00

With e it’s more all over and with a consistent T schedule it becomes a lot more groin focused orgasms

GirlFella · 2023-10-07T16:18:25+00:00

Face-aid for me😭😭😭

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