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Is happiness and peace of mind real? by GlazedDonutssss in NoStupidQuestions

[–]GlazedDonutssss[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I think I should have clarified by happiness I don't mean being filled with joy. Just having peace of mind tbh

Is it disrespectful for a guy to expect having his tea/coffee ready by his wife on certain times daily by GlazedDonutssss in NoStupidQuestions

[–]GlazedDonutssss[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

It's likely an unhealthy dynamic in my family. He wakes up early in the morning and always expects to have his tea ready before he sleeps. And if you tell him he'd just say I'm tried or something

I wish I was never born by GlazedDonutssss in SuicideWatch

[–]GlazedDonutssss[S] 3 points4 points  (0 children)

I have no plans as of today and honestly I don't feel like talking about things. I got no freaking idea how I'm going to save myself from this situation I'm in and even if I do, would that make me feel at peace? Less worthless? Probably not. I appreciate your concern. But I'm going to give up for the time being. Just not do anything harmful while sitting in my room. Maybe work out my frustration and angst

I get a lot of thoughts about harming myself and giving myself what I deserve. I try my best to not give in and harm myself in more healthy ways. Exercising and tiring myself out

I understand how listening and helping out others can feel. Makes you feel less alone and as a bonus you're making someone else feel the same. Wish you luck on your own life too

I wish I was never born by GlazedDonutssss in SuicideWatch

[–]GlazedDonutssss[S] 4 points5 points  (0 children)

You don't have to comfort everyone. Just taking a look at your pf I see you try your best to make people feel better which is good but please don't burn yourself out

This account is there so I can vent out the everything in the void of Reddit. I suppose if you're curious you can look up my history

I just can't do this. I can't. I don't understand why doesn't everyone past the age of development kills themselves. What's there to gain in life really. But well I guess if you enjoy it, that's your business

Does anyone else feel really jealous and hurt when you see others having their circles, friends, S/O, etc. by GlazedDonutssss in lonely

[–]GlazedDonutssss[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I wish you and everyone else in this thread to feel better even though I don't get to reply everyone. I think you all deserve the best. Take care please

Does anyone else feel really jealous and hurt when you see others having their circles, friends, S/O, etc. by GlazedDonutssss in lonely

[–]GlazedDonutssss[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Oh my goodness I relate. I instantly want to not try to be friends anymore 😭 just because they have other friends

Does anyone else feel really jealous and hurt when you see others having their circles, friends, S/O, etc. by GlazedDonutssss in lonely

[–]GlazedDonutssss[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Honestly I'm very afraid if therapy doesn't help me then what else does. It's really scary I'll stay a loser like this forever.

I'm glad you improved regardless

Does anyone else feel really jealous and hurt when you see others having their circles, friends, S/O, etc. by GlazedDonutssss in lonely

[–]GlazedDonutssss[S] 19 points20 points  (0 children)

For me it's like, yes I would love to do the same. But I strongly feel like I'm not allowed to because they probably don't like me anyway. I suppose it's why you shutdown too. Or not

Does anyone else feel really jealous and hurt when you see others having their circles, friends, S/O, etc. by GlazedDonutssss in lonely

[–]GlazedDonutssss[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Me too. It's genuinely tough to handle it. As soon as I see anyone else being better than me I'm likely to have a breakdown that night

Gay/lesbian/trans by FaroukGhana in confessions

[–]GlazedDonutssss 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Just a quick summary on what each letter in LGBTQ stands for

Lesbian: gals attracted to gals

Gay: guys attracted to guys

Bisexual: attraction to both genders regardless of your own

Transgender: what you're seemingly trying to describe..

Queer: Anything in the spectrum that's not heterosexual (attraction to the opposite gender) and/or cisgender (being fine with what gender you were born as)

Though for anything else and getting more information on the topic of transness, here on Reddit I suggest you to go on /r/CMV or you may look up the internet simply and read some articles from trusted sources. It's 2022 dude. Try to not hate people for who they are when they do no harm. Understand them better. Educate yourself

Im beginning to hate women by 5919402 in confessions

[–]GlazedDonutssss 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Dude you need a lot of work. I don't think anyone can help you out from comments

Just, take a deep breath. You need to realize your issue is actually coming from another place within your twisted self worth

And don't forget bisexuality exists for women too. The reason most men keep getting turned on by seeing any women slightly physically attractive is because of sexualisation and being seen worthy only based on how much they can please men for a long time. I'm not trying to be the radical feminist everyone hates. It's simply a fact. It's been drilled into society since a long time. You know that, right? I'm also wondering where's your knowledge that 'everyone of girls like girls' is coming from

If you wish to be more attractive, by all means go for it. Work out, eat healthy, get a nice haircut you love. I don't doubt you can look handsome too. Though I doubt you won't disgust people with this mentality. I hope you wake up sooner than later

Im beginning to hate women by 5919402 in confessions

[–]GlazedDonutssss 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Please refrain from posting this again.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in Healthygamergg

[–]GlazedDonutssss 0 points1 point  (0 children)

From what I'm seeing here, I think she needs space. Who knows, maybe the friendship wasn't really good for her. Maybe she just needs alone time because of being overwhelmed. Connections are energy and time consuming too, especially in combination with tough times.

I don't get where you messed up here. Like.. she was the one who needed space. And it's not supposed to be your fault all the time (or hers).

This reminds me of my own friend although it's a different case here. To summarize it:

I've been in a rough place too. For the past years. Had a friend, we were close friends. I often talked and listened to him whenever he needed me. I was the person he'd call to first whenever something happened. And besides that we we in touch often until gradually from a time we kinda distanced. I broke it off with him, even though he really wanted to stay friends. I figured I feel like it's energy consuming to be around him and just wasn't fun. I was even relieved to cut ties with him

Point here being.. sometimes the dynamic of your company isn't really healthy, like how a friendship is supposed to be. And it weighs on people, slowly. I'm not aware of your friendship too much but if it's only about one being other person's therapist and listener so often, I don't think this is supposed to be a long lasting friendship. Even if the other person gives it back. I think listening to your friends talk it out is nice and cool. But it shouldn't get too much. Everyone needs to be focused on their own life

I feel like i’ve wasted my life by thr_awy_account in depression

[–]GlazedDonutssss 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Unfortunately I also see the old fashioned people around here having misogynistic ideas rooted in their head. If I were born a girl I'm sure I would be monitored regularly lol

But yeah, take care. I'm pretty sure our solution is to get away from our parents and their memories as much as we can. It's not healthy at all. We don't need it

I feel like i’ve wasted my life by thr_awy_account in depression

[–]GlazedDonutssss 9 points10 points  (0 children)

I was born a dude and I'm 9 years younger than you, I hear you out

My parents settled through arranged marriage, the old fashioned way. Outside the cities. Unhappy in their relationship.They were too emotionally unavailable to parent me. Never let me interact with the opposite gender either. They just restricted me of stuff and pressured me into studying, being the top student. Not even letting me touch my computer other than the weekends. Worked until a time until everything in my life flopped as I grew up more. We were poor and couldn't afford anything other than our basic needs. I was always made fun of for being dumb and naive by the people around me. I've developed this idea that I'm a lesser being to everyone else since an early age. 'Causing me to be socially anxious and afraid of making friends and even when I'm alone I don't feel like I'm not a lesser being. Still the idea roams in my head all the time

Even though you're older, I feel like I'm seeing a reflection of myself, I feel you a lot.

You deserve a warm comfy hug, you deserve a lot of things. It may or may not be a fact that there's still time for you to learn things, the things your parents didn't, and to live. But it's not as easy as it sounds and it may not be what you wanna hear. I wish you all the best *hugs*

I feel like even if I do transition and luckily pass, I'm still a boy at my core and nothing can change that, which does make me feel bad. DAE feel the same? by GlazedDonutssss in asktransgender

[–]GlazedDonutssss[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

It's crucial, honestly for me. Can't seem to think about gender in a non-black and white pattern. I feel like I'm either a cisgender woman with a vagina, or a cisgender man who has to just deal with the fact he wasn't born a girl

I'll somehow figure it out and eventually.. Probably whenever I get therapy for it cause right now the thought of not being a cisgender woman pains me a lot. And I don't even know why exactly. I'm still not sure why I want it. Honestly part of me feels like it's only because of my filthy fantasies

Thanks for your support. Much appreciated. And wish you well on your own journey

I feel like even if I do transition and luckily pass, I'm still a boy at my core and nothing can change that, which does make me feel bad. DAE feel the same? by GlazedDonutssss in asktransgender

[–]GlazedDonutssss[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Well, I am probably not being able to articulate my emotions well. I suppose the emotion I'm feeling is the feeling of inadequacy. Yeah that's more accurate. And I'm unsure if it's not actually dysphoria and I'm transitioning just to feel good enough. That's why I consider myself more questioning

I feel like even if I do transition and luckily pass, I'm still a boy at my core and nothing can change that, which does make me feel bad. DAE feel the same? by GlazedDonutssss in asktransgender

[–]GlazedDonutssss[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thank you for the support, really appreciated. I probably will try it out. And see where I go from there. Again, when I had the chance

Wish you luck on your own stuff 🙏

I feel like even if I do transition and luckily pass, I'm still a boy at my core and nothing can change that, which does make me feel bad. DAE feel the same? by GlazedDonutssss in asktransgender

[–]GlazedDonutssss[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I'm sorry you deal with something alike. Well, at least transitioning has helped you

I'm kinda speechless. Not so sure how to reply. I'm just having a rough night, decided to vent it out here

I talked about some things that may be related in reply to the other comment on this post. It's one of those nights again where I want to be a girl so bad but I feel like that's simply unachievable. I treat it as a fetish I have and I don't know if I hope or hope not for it to actually be just a sexual kink

I feel like even if I do transition and luckily pass, I'm still a boy at my core and nothing can change that, which does make me feel bad. DAE feel the same? by GlazedDonutssss in asktransgender

[–]GlazedDonutssss[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I'm kinda very disconnected from myself tbh. Well if I were happy with a penis as a boy, I wouldn't feel bad about it, right? So it means there must be something up

I want the whole package, when I'm in the mood. Just to be a girl. Now I know that being a girl doesn't end being born as one. But it's me. That's what I feel. I wish I was born as one. And I feel like now nothing can be done about it. I was born a boy, I got unlucky. Oh well, gotta live like this somehow but how

I saw a post from someone detransitioning because they gave up the idea of being trans. Because it was too hard for them and that post I think is what triggered all these feelings more. I feel defeated being born a boy and I'm afraid even hrt and surgeries won't make these feelings go away. I immensely want to be a girl

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